The good, the bad, and the shit
11 years ago
Few people have asked why I've been extra moody and angry lately, why I've been more stressed than normal. Well for starters people have said I need to stop writing so meany depressing journals saying whats wrong...and yet now they are wanting to know whats wrong, go figure. First need to get this out of the way, to
kangaroo-jacksorry my last journal sounded spiteful, was not ment to be. We are square on things but there are still some things from the past roblem that still bother me. I'll try to keep quiet more.
As for whats been up with my attitude, a LOT of bad things have happned this past month and by bad I mean really bad. To start the month off my mother was supposed to get arm surgery...but they kept pushing her back over and over again, the last time they had to because the dumbass nurse that calls in and orders prosthetics...she FORGOT to call in and order what my mother needed even when she had already been prepped and we waited for 5 freaking hours. She JUST had her surgery this week..but theres more. Just before that right after we found the kittens (pictures in my scraps) my uncle was robbed and shot as he was closing up shop for the night, shot in the thigh. Thankfully it missed anything big but it tore up his muscles so he'll be on cruches for a year. A little after that but a before the surgery problem...my damn care was broken into twice. The first time it was in a parklinglot and my mother forgot to lock the doors, all they took was all the change we had in the car..but that was like $30 in change. Two days later, was robbed again as my grandmother didn't close her door all the way so it didn't lock...and they took what change was left and this was at my house. So yeah, all that has me stressed but then two things online happned to put the cherry ontop. One of them I won't go over as its sort of settled now but one...I just can't let go. Someone on DA and FA gets LOTS of free art, mostly because they go around asking for it and alot of it is of their recolor characters or of Green Legend..well thats all fine and dandy, no problem there...but this is where things change. An artist got something just a tiny bit wrong in a discripion for their art so polightly I corrected them minding my manners...the person getting the art got snippy with me and said I was wrong. I said no, have logic to back up my clame but I wasn't going to argue about it...they got ugly with me and blocked me, THEN they had the balls to write up a DA journal, linking to my page, talking trash about me, and saying they were going to make me wish I had never got on DA or FA... Safe to say that pissed me off.
So there you have it, thats why I've been stressed, I've had alot happen to me and I've had a ton of work dropped on me all in such a short time. As for the good, well only two good things have happned. In one of those OCT contests, I've somehow made it to the finals. Also, Mary, Tammy, and maybe a few others will be guest stars in an up coming boxing comic on DA.
kangaroo-jacksorry my last journal sounded spiteful, was not ment to be. We are square on things but there are still some things from the past roblem that still bother me. I'll try to keep quiet more.As for whats been up with my attitude, a LOT of bad things have happned this past month and by bad I mean really bad. To start the month off my mother was supposed to get arm surgery...but they kept pushing her back over and over again, the last time they had to because the dumbass nurse that calls in and orders prosthetics...she FORGOT to call in and order what my mother needed even when she had already been prepped and we waited for 5 freaking hours. She JUST had her surgery this week..but theres more. Just before that right after we found the kittens (pictures in my scraps) my uncle was robbed and shot as he was closing up shop for the night, shot in the thigh. Thankfully it missed anything big but it tore up his muscles so he'll be on cruches for a year. A little after that but a before the surgery problem...my damn care was broken into twice. The first time it was in a parklinglot and my mother forgot to lock the doors, all they took was all the change we had in the car..but that was like $30 in change. Two days later, was robbed again as my grandmother didn't close her door all the way so it didn't lock...and they took what change was left and this was at my house. So yeah, all that has me stressed but then two things online happned to put the cherry ontop. One of them I won't go over as its sort of settled now but one...I just can't let go. Someone on DA and FA gets LOTS of free art, mostly because they go around asking for it and alot of it is of their recolor characters or of Green Legend..well thats all fine and dandy, no problem there...but this is where things change. An artist got something just a tiny bit wrong in a discripion for their art so polightly I corrected them minding my manners...the person getting the art got snippy with me and said I was wrong. I said no, have logic to back up my clame but I wasn't going to argue about it...they got ugly with me and blocked me, THEN they had the balls to write up a DA journal, linking to my page, talking trash about me, and saying they were going to make me wish I had never got on DA or FA... Safe to say that pissed me off.
So there you have it, thats why I've been stressed, I've had alot happen to me and I've had a ton of work dropped on me all in such a short time. As for the good, well only two good things have happned. In one of those OCT contests, I've somehow made it to the finals. Also, Mary, Tammy, and maybe a few others will be guest stars in an up coming boxing comic on DA.
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This is not the best strategy for feel better :/.
And well..try to think at this: people on furaffnity and deviant art are not worthy of your time often. Don,t give them the credit. Think at your ass.
As you say you already suffer enough in real life. Maybe a retreat for the virtual world can be an idea?
And..about jack..anywais that guy think homosexuality is a disease, woman whit sexuality are whore, and trans are monster, for take is own word..before care about is feeling, care about YOUR XD.