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Ugh...
11 years ago
Dang it depression...stop making me feel like I am a bother or a burden to people... I wish you'd just go away and let me be happy and not have such a horrible outlook on my life. I am tired of thinking these saddening thoughts that refuse to go away. Just once I'd like to return to the happy person I was. I am so sick and tired of not being happy. I keep trying to get happy and I do for a little while or so it seems, then poof, back to sad and depressed. I just want to be the person I was before all this again....it seems medication isn't cutting it anymore. Can't get therapy because stupid waiting list if you have state insurance in the united states. Sitting on a waiting list for 12 weeks doesn't help me get better people...it just makes me get worse. What does someone have to do to get people to realize they need serious help and can't wait? Ugh...I'm just going to crawl back into my hole and sit there in my misery.
I'm here for a vent if you need me :c