Struggle, Regrets. Fight.
11 years ago
General
It really depressed me to see that Project BiG2 died back in the day. I had done one of my best comics (I think) for that issue, and I don't think it'll ever see the light of day.
since then I kind of lost the will of drawing comics. I don't know why or how it happened, but it really bummed me out.
I _want_ to get back to them tho. I miss drawing stories, comics.
Depression is a bitch, and with the day it gets worse and worse. I feel how my sadness is stripping me away my will to do anything. I just wake up every morning just wondering why.
But I am tired of feeling bad. I am going to live only once. It can't be that my 33 years are of sadness. I don't know how many years I still have (with my self-destructive choices in life probably not too many...)
I am fighting this. I don't want to feel bad anymore.
since then I kind of lost the will of drawing comics. I don't know why or how it happened, but it really bummed me out.
I _want_ to get back to them tho. I miss drawing stories, comics.
Depression is a bitch, and with the day it gets worse and worse. I feel how my sadness is stripping me away my will to do anything. I just wake up every morning just wondering why.
But I am tired of feeling bad. I am going to live only once. It can't be that my 33 years are of sadness. I don't know how many years I still have (with my self-destructive choices in life probably not too many...)
I am fighting this. I don't want to feel bad anymore.
FA+

I guess what I want to say is, I hope you find your path through this tough time. I hope you can find comfort in the words of those you listen to.
Get the help you need from the ones you hold close, because I think that if they knew you were feeling like this, they would do what they could to help you out of your distress.
Stay as strong as you can, I know you shed light on many people's days through your art.
Take care of you as best you know how.
Honey you are sad. Legitimately sad, struggling to enjoy each passing day. It's a powerful sadness, not so easily overcomed and seemingly impossible to beat. However, this is a battle you can beat with your own willpower and endurance and the aid of friends, family you can win. Don't give up.
Oh and if you ever wanna talk, feel free to hit me up sometime.
do not worrie be calm in mind and body you can do it i to feel tired from time to time but i keep telling myself this is my body i the mind controol this body
you are still one of my fav artists since way back to furnation dont give up an 1 more thing you are what you are dont let anyone tell you otherwise you are born the way you are for a reason its in your nature .............to me you still are one of the best artists i know
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