got the call yesterday...didn't get the job...wouldn't tell my why...I feel very defeated right now...not very motivated and just really sad right now. I feel like crawling under a box and staying there. I know that I have things to be thankful for but I am tired of feeling like I am at the bottom of the heap when it comes to many many things. That I can barely pay my bills and get by with my end of things, I don't like my husband picking up what I was responsible for and I have done very good about that, just no more spending or money to do anything but pay bills and food for the house. I'm sorry if I am not bubbly or giggly for a little bit...I feel so defeated. I will try to finish Ma'had's commission sketch within a few days and try to move forward on that. I need to pull in more commissions so I need to work on something cute and adorable if I can muster up my skill right now enough past this crushing pressure.

Probably going to be icky for a while so I apologize in advance, though not an excuse. I'll be around...I'm sorry guys...






UPDATED COMMISSION LIST!!! See below!

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Current commission slots!
11.  sarineochaos (paid) Derp Badge 0% not started, waiting for ref and details ON HOLD TIL FURTHER NOTICE PER COMMISSIONER
12.  sarineochaos (paid) Color sketch with shading 0% not started, waiting for ref and details ON HOLD TIL FURTHER NOTICE PER COMMISSIONER
13.  mahad-dragon (unpaid) 20% completed, sketching out poses and background

16.  Falagra (paid) Flaily noodle buddies image, 100% complete, http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14144805/
17.  jagger-jaw (unpaid) Captain Morgan Derp 0% started
18.  Falagra (unpaid) 2 chibis with noodle buddy balloons 0% started
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.:Wait list:.
1. Fido
2. Guy from work wants a Corgi



@o@ wish me luck and here I go!