I really don't.
I've spent too much of my life being depressed and I can only see it makes things worse. I'm able to take this. I jsut need to vent.

My birthday was on the 31st of July. But I didn't celebrate, coz I had way too many things to do that day. So I posponed it. I was supposed to meet up with my best friend and have fun but WOOHOO I got some serious food poisoning that makes me feel like my stomach is being stretched inside out. The celebration will be delayed a week more. My wife has a seriour tooth infection and since the last doctor didn't do a proper job, she might actually have to loose the tooth without being able to put a prosthetic one instead. I have fever and my back hurts for some odd reason. And oh yeah, my country is insane.
This year is a bad one. I thought 2013 would be like this becouse of the number 13, but NO, 2014 takes the prize and its not even over yet.
Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, I hope you're doing better than I am.