So I am still fighting for money to pay my bills and such but just got hit with a dose of reality. Cigna didn't get the fully filled out forms from my OBGYN yesterday, so my short term disability is on hold due to that. Then TCA case worker called stating due to my husband having ssdi I am only eligible for $30 a month. I lost it when I found that out.......I have paid everything but a bill thats worth $350, which if I was getting the $400 something that they stated I wouldn't be stressed. So I feel like I failed cause that money is due on the 15th and I want to spend time with my family due to I am breastfeeding (which I got the hang of but fear it will fail due to the stress) and that my husband will be with the baby while I am at work. I am still doing commission work and my goal is to have over $350 before the 15th, so if anyone wants to hit me for a pay what you want commission please message me or if you wish to donate my paypal is gwenroyal@gmail.com. Right now anything will help....even if it is small it would give me hope that everything will be alright.