Finally posting about what happened since the start of the month plus the last day of July.

-- 7-31-14 --

This was not much of a visit, but I had to go to the eye doctors so they can check up on me since my surgery. I got it and got seen pretty darn fast, they said that they were happy with the way things looked, I am now down to only one eye drop now (Pred fore) eye pressure is stable and that was the end of that, gonna see them again in a few weeks.

-- 8-1-14 --

This day sucked... I went to the SS medical check up, the doctor seemed cold and kept telling me to repeat my self and kept cutting me off...

First he had me take off my shoes then go over to the exam table. he asked me to touch my toes but I told him I could cause of my surgery, he wanted me to lean back which almost made me fall >>; then after a few other things I was told to lay on the table in which he grabs my leg (things get hazy at this point) but he start moving my leg around all crazy which put me into tears...

He helped me back to the chair and told me to put my shoes back on, he then was very kind and apologetic and asked me if I was feeling depressed... I told him yeah because of my eye, but he told me that I should talk to my doctors anyway... (have not yet)

Visit ended with them taking Xrays of my lower body.

Rest of the day sucked too, went to a pawn shop because I had a $10 off thing I was sent because it was my birthday... my brother got a free game, I got nothing... he then took me to Gamestop so I can trade in my normal copy of Beyond Two Souls for the limited preorder edition (has a lot of nice extras along with a steel book) then he decided to drive to Arby's for food, I did not want to go there cause it was expensive... so my brother got him self food and we drove home... I ate my 2-3 old day pizza, this just put me in a bad mood all day...

-- 8-2-14 --

My birthday... day was pretty crappy, had a lot of nice people tell me happy birthday all through the day (which was nice) the food I ate decided it did not want to stay in my body, so I had stomach issues (I did not throw up)

Instead of having a stream where I gave away art and sort of have a party, I had to have a commission stream till my best friend  wrathofzod came over.

Things got better at this point, he bought me Taco Bell and we watched the newer RoboCop (sucked) and Son of Batman (awesome!) after he left I was back to my commission streaming.

The closer I got to the end of the day the better I felt, I hate my birthday I wish I was not born some times just because of the day, I never get that perfect party thing with gifts every where, I should have slept the whole day... but I needed to stream, wish I could have hung out with more of my friends at least online, everyone had things they had to do (which is fine)

I did get monies from some amazingly kind friends of mine <3 along with one gift drawing from my lil sis  glitterbabykitty <33

That is about it, thanks to everyone who supports me and who ether gave me some money or art on my birthday, and just thanks to everyone for watching me and maybe reading through all of this :P

*hugs* take care ^^