You know what is really upsetting?
When you're at a very exciting time in your life and the one person (my mother) who should be happy and excited for you
does the opposite and bitches and moans about how you're an idiot and how they would do such and such and I should too.

I should have never expected anything else from her since she has been trying to have me be just like her all of my life,
why should it be any different even though I'm a full grown responsible adult with her own happy life?

Sorry for grumble journal, my mom still gets under my skin no matter how much I try and push her negative vibe aside.