So i'm back in upstate NY. I'm already tired of the -10 degree weather. I can't stand it! I've been sick since I arrived here, about two weeks ago. (I'm always sick, but worse right now). Can't go to the doctor's until I fill some forms out for my insurance company. I need to do that!

I sparsely hear from my husband, I get an email every other day. I don't think he's too happy over there. Who would be, though?

I feel as though I am on a drawer's block. Or perhaps I am just lazy? Maybe i'm just discouraged. As soon as I find a mouse, I'll be more likely to color some of my drawings. I hate doing it with the touchpad on my laptop keyboard. My fingers get all crampy. Is my art not good? I don't see why people ignore it. LOL. It's not porny enough? Just not good enough. Won't stop me from trying, though. I quit DA for now. So sick of that place.

My old bony cat has been keeping me company all day every day. She's such a sweet heart. Very soft and fluffy. When I left NY nine months ago, she was as fat as ever. Now she's just skin and bones. So sad.