Updates of Situation
11 years ago
General
First off, let me say sorry if any of this journal sounds muggy. I have not been sleeping at all the past few days, so my comprehension is not exactly the best right now. Yay for extreme mental stress right?
Anyway, lets get started. I have bought some time with the housing issue, but I am not out of the woods at all with that being said. Managed to get the 2 years of taxes on this place paid which leveled out to be around 4000 dollars (commercial building), and before anyone jumps up trying to be a smart ass saying "oh, well that is all your fault!" Let me just say you need to hush unless you know the whole story going on for the past year and a half. Got it paid after some... more sacrificing since it was going to be auctioned at the court house door on the 18th. That did not leave me any time at all to move if it did, and i damn sure am not going to let it go like that so got a few months of wiggle room to figure out something far as future living and moving of all my shop equipment and furniture (yeah.. 3000 pound metal break.. THAT IS GONNA BE FUN!). I am going to keep some of the farm land if i can to rent to a unnamed person as a bit of a boost for now.. that is if i can. That is going to require some surveying and me studying up on current prices around.
That being said, if all works well in the details of my game plan I SHOULD be alright, but borderline. Enough to pay for bulk of food, utilities at said future place, ect. I have yet to find a place at the time being, so i have been busy digging around things in the area which would suit us, and i am still trying to figure out the details of getting a place if i find one. Luckily the housing market is not bad at all here far as buying one, and like always land is pretty cheap. This past year+ though as well.. hate talking about personal finances and turning this into a pity story.. but it has been pretty much tapped dry for me on savings.
Now to the important part. I am going to take a bit of a breather to compose myself. After a very very short time i am going to continue on with projects on here. To be honest I am sort of depressed to see this place go mainly because i watched my dad build it up from nothing but a cheap lot, and all my memories i have here since i was well... born here. It is really hard to let go to some random ass person, and honestly it sickens me right now to even think about it.. no really it turns my stomach. I do not have a choice though since this is a sink or swim situation all thanks to one person and a lawyer handling probate that does not know what the hell he is doing considering myself and my Mom has been handling all of it while he just sits and runs his fat jaw on crap that is to the extreme. Thanks to that it has lead to this so i may just stick that fancy name plaque up his ass cross ways... >_> Pardon my French.
Doing my best to hide how i really feel right now for the comfort of every one, but i guess this doubled as a bit of a vent. If you got this far i thank you for putting up with it, or picking up on the high points which may involve you. I got this far, and i cannot just roll over and start taking the beating. With that said i am going to try to keep pushing on, and hopefully keep my sanity. There is a lot more i can put in this but those important to me knows the most recent thing that happened (just yesterday) which got me feeling very uneasy.
Thank you for putting up with my waste of ranting! That is all, and Thank You.
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