Poem of return Draft and Diego
11 years ago
Well Draft and Diego his new mate will be returning today to live with me. I do not wish any ill will on them. It was my choice to allow them to live with me. Hoping that some good would come of it. Ppl have told this was a bad idea. But draft ask me to trust him. It funny how it working out try to trust your ex lover as a friend so fast. I guess it my social issues popping up . Never doing what ppl think I should. But I wrote another poem related to this and my feeling this day . More than likely few ppl will read. But I like to write down my feeling anyway.
Being one
Having none
Falling into the dark
With no One to bark
Wanting another
Lost his mother
On this date
Is coming some one else mate
One you used to love is about to return
Hope that I will not be getting burn
It going to be my cross to bear
For this damn little hare
No longer sure
But wanting more
Being kind
Only make me lose my mind
Sometimes in life
Things start to make me think of the knife
Thinking what's better at any rate
Should I do a chemical castrate
What is the hare
To do when there no one to care
How can I continue this pain to bear
All I am is just an unloved hare
Being one
Having none
Falling into the dark
With no One to bark
Wanting another
Lost his mother
On this date
Is coming some one else mate
One you used to love is about to return
Hope that I will not be getting burn
It going to be my cross to bear
For this damn little hare
No longer sure
But wanting more
Being kind
Only make me lose my mind
Sometimes in life
Things start to make me think of the knife
Thinking what's better at any rate
Should I do a chemical castrate
What is the hare
To do when there no one to care
How can I continue this pain to bear
All I am is just an unloved hare
Everyone likes Draft and Diego as furs, as individual, as part of our community. It is clear the right thing for them is being together. It works, they are happy, that is fantastic, but that should not be at the expense if your suffering or pain. Everyone knows it is a financial dream to have their situation, to live with you for a low cost and allowing them to do almost anything they want. However, no want wants you to suffer.. that is what we are worried about
*hugs*
Take your time. If you want, you can vent with me.