Set Backs for the holidays...
19 years ago
General
well all y'all probly wonderin where da hell are some new submitions TB?...well i dunno what to say the scanner i currently had just crapped it insides out and died...and my friend that usually takes photos is currently havin a party soon with a bunch of drunkin fools which i am too young to go...also...my heart has become dark,angry and hateful towards many i thought were my friends...
i'm tired of giving and bein takin advantage of...and dumb asses assuming i'm ego emo or any other dumb asses rendering of a full proper word...MFF was nice...but it was a horrible place at times....very cutthroat...there like a gawd damn popularity contest in the artist alley...i was hopping to make some money to pay off my debts...for i have many...counting the dreaded hospital bill...but sadly i'm even deeper in debt spending more then i made buyin supplies...and wondering about my abilities....i missed out on so much i wanted to do in MFF but i was in the artist alley mostly trying to set things right at home...i did a art trade or two...but some folks like to fuck me over and draw half assed on there side of the trade...Eric w. schwartz did a wonderful job however and actually put effort into something he had lil time for...which i highly respect him...on the lighter side i made a few good friends...felt a tiny bit better about myself...and gained a piss cup amount of respect...also i'm trying to figure out how to press a personality on my characters so there enjoyable for many folks...christmas will be unsure for me this year...i dunno what will happen...but soon i'll have a bedroom of my own...the home i am living in will be remodeled...so no more cold hard floor for me to sleep on anymore and maybe i'll have things better turned out for me...
and remember kids i hate all of you equaly...well except for you...yeh you in the corner...you... i hate you a lil more...
i'm tired of giving and bein takin advantage of...and dumb asses assuming i'm ego emo or any other dumb asses rendering of a full proper word...MFF was nice...but it was a horrible place at times....very cutthroat...there like a gawd damn popularity contest in the artist alley...i was hopping to make some money to pay off my debts...for i have many...counting the dreaded hospital bill...but sadly i'm even deeper in debt spending more then i made buyin supplies...and wondering about my abilities....i missed out on so much i wanted to do in MFF but i was in the artist alley mostly trying to set things right at home...i did a art trade or two...but some folks like to fuck me over and draw half assed on there side of the trade...Eric w. schwartz did a wonderful job however and actually put effort into something he had lil time for...which i highly respect him...on the lighter side i made a few good friends...felt a tiny bit better about myself...and gained a piss cup amount of respect...also i'm trying to figure out how to press a personality on my characters so there enjoyable for many folks...christmas will be unsure for me this year...i dunno what will happen...but soon i'll have a bedroom of my own...the home i am living in will be remodeled...so no more cold hard floor for me to sleep on anymore and maybe i'll have things better turned out for me...
and remember kids i hate all of you equaly...well except for you...yeh you in the corner...you... i hate you a lil more...
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I wish you well - And success.
(And we hate you too. *GRIN*)
when my room gets made..i'll have privacey to draw naughty things without guilt...
As far as trades are concerned, I believe it best that you just wait until they do their part before doing one in return in an art-trade. It's not fair for you to do a complete & finished work & not get the same in return. Sometimes you have to be hard as cold-stone to get tings you want or they just become a worthless ploy. It's not exactyl the best thing to do, but it more than likely will have to be done if things are kept in a Mobius loop.
I must say that it does sound great that you'll be having a room of your own soon enough. I still have the desire fr such & only experienced it on 2 different occasions and loved it. Truly do hope your luck gets better than my own.