Life Updates and Random Stuff
11 years ago
Weelllllllllllllllllllllllll
I ended up not taking the new job, I was getting severely depressed over going to it and I dont think it was the right move for me right now. I am still working at my old company it has its good and bad days but the devil you know and all that.
I have some things in the pipeline now to make more money and maybe a better future its all hush hush but im hoping something comes of it but only time will tell I guess, in any case im learning new things and improving my skills if I do decide to find another job again.
Its been like 8 months of 2014 now crazy that this year seems to be flying by :P I am looking forward to my holiday in September im going Surfing hopefully in Wales if I can get a roof rack in time ^^
Also im not going with a friend this time im going with my now boyfriend :3 Met him on this site and hes a lovely guy and also an artist ^^
So if you can show your support, hes a lot better than me at drawing im still strugging with 2D christmas trees on my tablet lol. But anyways you can find him here
Allllllso I want a tattoo so if anyone has any ideas I would love some as its driving me crazy I want one but I dont know what I want >.<
Not only that but I think im going to get a piercing in my ear to start with and I may get one in my lip eventually, I want a stretcher eventually I think. I hope I suit them anyways. I like them :3
Soooo in a nutshell its been an eventful few months :P
I ended up not taking the new job, I was getting severely depressed over going to it and I dont think it was the right move for me right now. I am still working at my old company it has its good and bad days but the devil you know and all that.
I have some things in the pipeline now to make more money and maybe a better future its all hush hush but im hoping something comes of it but only time will tell I guess, in any case im learning new things and improving my skills if I do decide to find another job again.
Its been like 8 months of 2014 now crazy that this year seems to be flying by :P I am looking forward to my holiday in September im going Surfing hopefully in Wales if I can get a roof rack in time ^^
Also im not going with a friend this time im going with my now boyfriend :3 Met him on this site and hes a lovely guy and also an artist ^^
So if you can show your support, hes a lot better than me at drawing im still strugging with 2D christmas trees on my tablet lol. But anyways you can find him here

Allllllso I want a tattoo so if anyone has any ideas I would love some as its driving me crazy I want one but I dont know what I want >.<
Not only that but I think im going to get a piercing in my ear to start with and I may get one in my lip eventually, I want a stretcher eventually I think. I hope I suit them anyways. I like them :3
Soooo in a nutshell its been an eventful few months :P
Cant my dad wants me to get the official one for my car, sooo expensive but apparently he gets a discount will try and sort something out anyways :3
Oooooo I'm intrigued a bit of a hush hush project A.
Aye time sure dose fly XD
Congratulation to you and your new boyfriend, may there be many years of happiness for you both
Hehehe, its a fun project for me as its new and I get to code it without someone breathing down my neck or being forced to code in an archaic way :P
Will see how it goes anyways :)
Yeh lol :P some days I wish I was back at uni. Time went slowly there :P also a lot of fun hehe.
Makes me wonder if I should go back and do a masters ^^
Thank you :) we are looking forward to our first holiday and im hoping to drag him along to confuzzled next year xD
Oooooooooo sounds like a good project that you have there
Hehe student life always seems so much more simple with a lot of fun along the way, unless it's rush revision time XD
You are both most welcome :) I hope that you both have a great first holiday together too, it would be great to see you both at next years confuzzled.
Gosh time fly's just found out reg opens for next years confuzzled on the first of September :D
All the awesome events that are on, the craziness of the suiters and pure randomness of epic times and everyone just seems to get on
Oh yes they have a dealers den were artists and makers a like sell lots of cool artwork, take on commissions and sell lots of other furry related items then there's the art auction for some one off stuff and silly items :D
But we had enough food we tuck with us to feed an army lol noodles and boiling water a furrys best friend XD
I am good at student cooking :P I can even cook a roast chicken under a grill too haha.
One the the other northern furs tuck a whole create of pot noodles which was so funny to see being wheeled down to there room XD
I know the cleaning staff really liked me dog bowl of skittles with the help yourself sign lol
Aye furries just like to have a great time and make sure everyone else is having a great time to ^^
Glade to hear that your enjoying the fandom, Yeah there are so truly creepy things in it too some truly strange creep things
I am and dont I know it lol ^^ there are some very very creepy things x3
Aye there are some truly strange creepy things in the fandom
Some of the guests were so nice :) I really did enjoy my time there even if I spent like an hour waiting for paw pets o.0
Yes there are *hides in my tails*
Some of the guests were cool especially the pilot and co-pilot that I got stuck in the lift with XD Oh yes that was a long wait XD we were at the front of the Queue for paw pets (loved every minute of that show)
Yeah bits that are really dam freaky :(
My friend was asking people to hug me and then I started hugging on my own ^^
Im very shy sometimes >.<
Hahaha I bet that was an interesting lift ride ^^
Yeh it was a very long wait but so worth it :P We got to see the glorious Tavuuuuuuu xD Such a well made show.
Yeh o.0 :/
Awwww shyness is strong in the fandom as there are quite a few the same.
Oh it was I had to keep stopping myself from humming come fly with me XD
Haha the glorious Tavuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu XD such a great show even the intermission had me in stitches so much so that I almost choked on my drink
Yeah a ten foot barge pole is ten feet to short
I was getting into hugging towards the end though ^^
Yeh im a lot better than I was but still shy at some things.
Hahaha such an awesome tune ^^ I love a bit of frank sinatra :P
Haha yeh it did me too :3 that was also the first time I heard the fox song lol I was like omg this is awesome :P
But yeh omg the intermission was just as funny as the whole show, I really enjoyed it :3
Yeh o.0
it was so funny the pilot just smirked
Haha the foxes seem to not all like it though XD
Oh yes the intermission I was like "oh I'll just have my drink now nothing funny will be on now" then classic airhorns came on and labby was nearly wearing my drink as I choked and he was laughing as much as me XD
Hahaha I bet he had an interesting flight the next day lots to talk about ^^
Very true but im a kitsune soooo I find it funny ^^
Yeh I was going to actually go get a drink or something but the show basically carries on and I didnt want to leave ^^
Hahaha yeh I cant wait to see what they do next year :)
Haha oh god I wonder what he said "this is your pilot speaking funny story last night I was stuck in a lift with a blue wolf and a chocolate labrador who were humming come fly with me"
Oh those poor tormented foxes lol I should laugh I know a few of them rofl
It was an epic show from start to finish, really lucking forward to next years :D
Some people do like bear hugs lol.
Lol it would have been funny if he did mention it xD Now I have that tune stuck in my head lol, reminds me of fallout new vegas xD
Haha yeh its an annoying but catchy song :P I dont mind it too much :3
Yeh it was I didnt even know what it was about when it first started but then it got going and I loved it.
I love anything scifi though xD
Yes there was many bear hugs :( and even a I'm steeling you :(
I just wonder if he did tell anyone and if they thought he'd gone mad XD It's a good song
Oh yes indeed heard it so many times and even sung it at a fox XD
Loved how they got film and game refs in there so well from new stuff to old :D really hope that the show is uploaded soon so I can watch it again :D
Im so driving next time and then I can nip out for chinese meals it would be cheaper xD
For food that sure would be cheaper but every time you drive out of the car park you would have to pay the release fee of £4 per exit.
The Swedish had the best idea and ordered take away delivered XD
OMG you once cook a whole chicken under the grill kudos my fame to cooking was a frozen pizza with a plumber blow touch during a power cut lol
Damn I didnt know that, thats annoying >.< everything is charged why....
Hahaha I think ill do that next time :3
Yep I did :P I was like why the hell is the bacon cooking so fast and then I was like omg. But I stayed the course and cooked it :P
Hahaha lol that sounds epic :D Blow torch cooked pizza I think that could be a good idea for dragons den in the apocalypse when there is no power ^^
It is a little annoying I guess the Hilton were like furry money money money. it was kind of weird because you can leave your car in the car park all con not moved and pay only £4 but if you move it, it was £4 per exit it's still hard to believe.
Haha oh yes seeing the dominos pizza guy turn up at the Hilton was so funny XD it even made it into one of Big Blue foxes videos and is so funny
That is so cool a whole chicken cooked under the grill with crispy bacon :D aye we were hungry and it worked really well but tuck a little while as had to get it all even XD
Omg probably like 60 quid o.0
Yeh I dont get the exit charge thats just stupid. But with Hilton hotels I guess its all about the money. Yay capitolism :/
Hahaha omg I would have loved to see that xD I guess dominoes is cheaper than the hilton slightly ^^ I would probably order chinese :3
It was very very crispy bacon lol. Well thats dedication :3 I hope it tasted good ^^
Haha yeah and that was just a couple of drinks and two burgers, I did see a steak on the menu that was £37 on it's own
It was a very strange idea by the hotel, I guess they were thinking it would stop peeps driving out for food and keep them in the hotel.
The cheapest thing was probably the foot long hot dogs that were brought around while we were queuing as they were only £3 :D
Haha if I'd of known at the time I'd of tagged onto there order XD oh yeah Chinese mite deliver I'll have to look into that one XD
HHHHHHHHuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm crispy bacon :) the pizza was amazingly crispy but it was food :D
I will try and save more money next time I think :P
Holy crap £37 for a steak o.0 unless its actually half a cow im not paying for that lol.
Oh funny moment was when me and my friend went for food and we ended up in the proper restaurant and we were like hmmm how do we order.
The guy comes over and says this is the proper restaurant and its like £30 a head and we were like oh o.0 the discounted meals are through there and we quickly left lol.
Not when the food costs that much id rather pay the exit fee hahah. But delivery is on the cards for next time I think :3
Well thats a bit more reasonable :3
I had access to the executive lounge that was awesome all the food in there was free ^^ lovely view too hehe.
Should have used it more ^^
Hahaha xD yeh me too probably ^^ they should I think just use just eat and find a takeaway ^^ love that site hehe.
Yep nothing better than crispy bacon :) haha that sounds........ yummy? ^^
Just had KFC myself hehe, had texas bbq chicken omg my mouth was on fire o.0
I tuck quiet a bit but it soon went lol
Yeah that was my thoughts XD
Haha that sounds like a real shirt and tie side of the restaurant wow
I suppose it would be cheaper to just pay the exit fee especially if the car was full, yeah think I'm going to research a little bit into delivery or mite just tack a lot of noodles again XD
Oh yes and the hot dogs were really nice :D
Haha we were only sponsors but I got to see the executive rooms as a friend had one they were very nice
Even the sound of it is making me hungry crispy bacon :)
Haha not tried that one yet sounds yummy XD
Could create a black market alcohol market next time lol.
I took a little but it soon went too :/
Haha xD
Yeh it was a little scary lol, we were like where is everyone and then it dawned on me with the wine menu etc :P
Yeh thats what im thinking next time, same ill look into taking a lot of booze and stuff myself ^^
I am sure some takeaways will deliver around there :) Haha I refuse to live on noodles again I did it sooo much at uni :P
I may have to try one of them next time :)
Yeh they were awesome rooms ^^ Me and my roomy had a nice view of the pond and stuff. I AM hoping to get one of them again lol.
Hehe the word bacon makes people hungry ^^ its a tasty word bacon, bacon nommy xD
It was sort of :P Had chinese tonight though I think I eat too much takeaway lol.
A local furry brooze black market lol
It's surprising how fast things do go when your at a con
Oooooo god it was a posh place then if it had the wine list too XD
Think were going to take the same amount of stuff again which is always fun loading in the car tetris style XD
But may look into takeaways too :) Noodles, Noodles, Noodles haha
Oh yes the hot dogs were well worth it :D
Oh wow it sound like you had an awesome room there :D we were just above the karaoke bar and one night till 2pm all you could hear was what does the fox say sung over and over by 5 different peeps lmao
HHHHHHHHHHHmmmmmmmmmmmm bacon nommy nommy bacon XD
hhhhmmmmmmmmm chinese lol I've just had a 12 inch pizza :D
Put it under something ^^ a caterpillar haha.
It would sell well I think :P
Yeh they went very fast but it was just the right length I think not too long and not too short :)
Yeh o.0 it was very posh the wines were like 20 quid a bottle :O
Quick exit was needed haha.
Hahah omg I do that on holiday all the time, its even harder with surfboards lol.
My usually luggage for holidays ^^ Yeh I think ill look into takeaways and maybe noodles :P
Or tins of cold beans lol.
I may have to get one next time then :3
Yeh it was rather awesome ^^ worth the price I think. hahaha omg I bet that was fun, what day was that the last one? That may have been me I was singing along videoing it ^^
But thats nothing I lived next door to a nightclub at uni so I can sleep through most things xD
Nice :D Omg im sooo hungry now lol. I had a fry up for dinner but going to make tea soon I think :3
I had chinese at weekend though ^^
It would be sold out as soon as unpacked with some of the furries
I wish it was longer be that's because I hate saying good bye and can get a little emotional when leaving
"would sir like to see the wine list" sod that run
Haha it's always fun to pack tetris style (going to have to get the theme tune and play it while packing next time) XD
Yeah I'd say for sure to take a couple of nomables with yourself
I think it was Sunday night as in the hotel room it sounded like DJ one song was playing the same song over and over rofl
Haha it didn't bother us as we were up late and up early every day of the con and having way to many laughs along the way
Now that's how to sleep XD
food glorious food hhhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmm sounds good again I've just made and had home made chilli :)
Thats the only bad thing lol :P It would sell out in minutes o.0
Ahhh yeh I can understand that, im a bit of an introvert busy things stress me out a bit so I need to go to a quiet place and chill sometimes.
So the length was just about right for my first con :3
Hahaha thats pretty much what happened only more polite ^^
That should be funny lol, there is always one piece left you didnt see though and its like damn start again :D
I will do for sure and lots of alcohol ^^ Not paying thoes prices again lol.
Ahhh ^^ it seemed a very popular song :3 but they did a rendition of bohemian rhapsody so that was good ^^
I was up late and up late in the morning :P I am more a night person than day haha. My bf says I picked the right animal for my sona xD
I am very much nocturnal apparently hehe.
I do love some good food :3 Nice ive never had that much chilli ^^ I have recently started eating more curries though hehe.
I love chinese curry sauce :)
That's understandable my friend and it sounds like you had a blast at your first con
haha quick run while the wine waiter isn't looking XD
Yeah that happened to us ended up putting the rear seats down to get it all in XD
Haha yeah and they'll probably put there prices up thinking furries=cash :(
I heard the time warp and was gutted it finished XD would of got up and sang but I'm to shy for that plus everyone would need ear plugs lol
Haha
I make it now and then as it's a delayed reaction chilli and it's fun to watch peeps eat it going this isn't very stroooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg can I have a glass of water XD
But chinese food is good :D
I did for sure :) I am looking forward to next years. I was extremely nervous when I got there but I got a bit better as the days went on.
Haha yeh :P I am not making that mistake again :P
Yeh its usually the way ^^ I am hoping I can fit more in my new car for my holiday this year.
Its a bit bigger ive gone from a 02 1l corsa to a 08 ford fiesta zetec :P
Yeh your probably right there :/ it was sooooo expensive >.<
Hahaha lol xD its an awesome song ^^ Same here I wanted to get up and sing but im far too shy >.<
Maybe if im crazy dunk I would but other than that no :P
xD I am very sensitive to curries, I dont handle heat well.
I like mild spices ^^ but ive been to a friends muslim wedding and it was all indian food my mouth was burning o.0
It is and ive had some for tea tonight ^^
That's good the hear and here's to next years con may it be even more awesome then this years
Haha I'd be tempted to go in in a tux jame bond style say a few code words then leave XD
Ooooo nice choice you should fit a bit more in a fiesta there quite large in the rear :)
Think were taking my beast again so it'll be tetris again as civic's have a small boot because of the back end shape O.o
Yeah and that was with the discount :O
I'd of danced along in suit to it XD Awwww
Haha I'm thinking of pulling Labby up for a duet then I'll sing because he's shy too
Not one for curries myself ether just a chilli
Korma is normally a safe bet if it's a mild one, I bet that was a good wedding
HHHHhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmm food
Its interesting :) its a shame the same cant be said for work lol.
Yeh it is a lot more simple :P but I do remember the assignments and exams and that was a bit of a pain but the atmosphere and fun I had was awesome.
Not to mention the random drinking nights :P
Yeh never do an exam on 0 hours sleep I did one year o.0 I thank living next door to a night club for that lol.
Thank you again :) I hope so too it will be fun ive not been on holiday for a while and its my bf's first time in wales and surfing ^^
I am aiming to go for sure I hope mika can come too.
Does it really omg lol I need to save even more now so I can get a good room if its at the hilton again :P
Haha that's always the case with work unless it's something you really like doing XD
OMG an exam on 0 hours sleep that would be insane
Wales is a truly beautiful place, hope that you both have a great time
Oh yes it's not long again now and it's in the Hilton again :D so much to plan and so little time, still have to think what to do for the theme XD
Work can be fun but other times boring as hell. I used to love my work but its like im doing repetivite fixes and tasks all day and I like designing things not bug fixing.
Haha yeh, it was fine until midday and then I felt dead and went back to the flat and crashed :P
It is I will make it a point to take lots of photos ^^ thankies :)
Haha yeh not long at all ^^ wanted a fursuit for it but I dont think its going to happen sadly.
Yay more expensive drinks I may just bring my own lol.
Yeh I was thinking something from alice madness returns I like dark twists on stuff :P
Aye work gets like that in the end as you find yourself doing the same thing over and over and not the bits you like doing
Exam + 0 hours sleep = ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ lol
Cool, photos are always good as there captured moments of times showing good times and happiness
Awwww that is a shame as suit at a con is just out of this world
Haha yeah even a pint of coke was £4.50 o.O one of the furs did bring his own drinks and his room was like a bar lol
Ooooo now that would be cool to see a little dark twist on things :D
I'm just going to bug Labby for ideas XD
Yeh, thankfully my project out side of work is showing me the fun of programming again :P
Hahaha yeh did I mention it was a 3 hour law exam x3
Yeh they are I have lots of photos I wish I had more from when I was younger I have some nice ones though ^^
I can imagine :P I reallllllllly want a suit of my fursona but im picky who I want it from xD
o.0 seriously omg no wonder the hilton wants us back lol they must have made a fortune.
Hahaha yeh my friend who I roomed with brought his own drinks too, I drank so much and some of it was like 40% xD
That it would xD All I have running through my head is alice madness returns ^^
Well im sure you will think of something :)
That is good that your side projects are showing you the fun side of programming once again :)
OMG how did you stay awake through the exam
I guess it's a technology thing, as now everything is photographed were as when peeps were younger cameras were just cameras and not on everything so less photos were taken.
Haha it is good to be picky as you know that when you have chosen the maker you like it will be in the style you want :D
oh yes I bet the Hotel manager had the swimming pool drained and all the money put in it so he could swim around scrooge mcduck style after we'd all gone XD
Holy that is some strong stuff XD
Haha the dark side lol
Yeah I'm sure we'll come up with something, it makes me laugh because all I can think is 200 mad haters turning up XD
Erm once I get to a certain point after doing an allnighter im literally buzzing until about midday then I crash :P
Thankfully the exam was in the morning ^^
Very true and I cant believe I never thought of that lol, it is true phones are everywhere now and its good in a way as I do love taking snapshots when im out and about :)
I have a couple of makers in mind but they are full atm so im being patient :3
I want it semi realistic but not too realistic :)
Hahaha I bet he did X3 I must have a go in the pool next time ^^ money filled or not lol.
I am sure you will :) hahaha that would actually be sooooo funny :3
I can also see tons of people coming as the cheshire cat xD
Haha a bit of a sod this I'm awake anyway sort of thing XD
That's good that the exam was in the morning I guess as there was the rest of the day after to have a good rest :)
Yep cameras are everywhere now, it just means that know full lives can be captured and all the memories that go a long with it :)
Being patient is good because it allows you to have a good look at a makers work and decide if they can pull off what you are after.
Semi realistic suits are good :)
Yeah we'll come up with something we usually do about a couple of weeks before the con then rush around lol
Haha that would be so funny 200 mad haters and 200 cheshire cats but one Alice XD
Pretty much yeh lol, think your brain does something and its like bing awake :P
But only lasts until midday then your like a zombie o.0
Yeh I did the exam and then I went home and crashed for the rest of the day xD
Yep :) photography is one of my hobbies now hehe. I like taking random photos especially nature and stuff.
Yeh patience is a trait I learned from a game I used to play lol. But I sort of know of two I would like a suit from but im thinking if I should get a partial suit first now ^^
Hehe yeh I do like them a lot :)
Haha well good luck on your idea whatever it may be :P I do last minute planning too haha.
Lol that sounds like a recipe for crazyness lol. Next year is going to be very crazy I think :)
Hyper active man now becomes zombie man
Photography is a good hobby to have as there is so much to look back on later in life and say yep I did that or look at this place :D
OOoooo wow you've got it narrowed down to the two makers then :) that's when thinks get really exciting :)
that's a decision that only you can make to wait or to get a partial in the mean time, I gave into the second option XD
Some of the best suits I'm seen have been the semi realistic suits :D
Thanks I'm sure we'll come up with something. I minute planning sometimes works the best :P
oh yes it's going to be epic again :D
Yeh pretty much lol, I have only had 3 hours sleep today im surprised im still standing but I must not fall asleep lol.
Definitely I do love looking back at old photos and remembering them. Its sort of like a window into the past and its nice :3
Yeh I do :P but they are both fully booked, but ill wait ^^
Need to save monies anyways :) yeh I can imagine. I am thinking of getting a partial though but then I need to look for a partial suit maker :P
Yeh me too I dont know semi realistic to me just has the right balance between cartoon and realism and makes them stand out more.
I will have a look in the next few days for a partial suit maker I think :3
Last minute planning always works out somehow :P
Yep it sure will :D looking forward already hehe.
Oh my lol that is a low sleep night
That's just it a window to the past and they job your memory of the time had and the places you have travelled :)
The wait is half the fun
They sure are :) as there not as scary looking as the full realistic but not fully toony looking ether as you say they stand out more :D
Haha that's were it all starts then you find you end up with more then one suit XD
It the mad dash and feeling of the rush and everything falls into place with seconds to spare XD
Me too but I have to ask work for the time off first lol
Yeh I got more last night thankfully lol.
It really its its the next best thing to having a tardis haha xD
So looking forward to the new dr who series :3
That it is :) haha yeh I think some of thoes would scare the kids :3
Definitely what im going for in my fursuit I think :) Haha quite possible I like buying things xD
I will need a bigger room lol. But I will have a look this weekend for a partial suit maker I think ^^
Yep lol im really not a fan of mad rushes though :P I plan but it never goes to plan haha.
Same here but I usually get it its rare they say no :)
That's good to hear lol
Oh yes you can't beat a load of photo's to job the memory of times past :D
I'm still not sure on the new Doctor but I guess we'll see when it starts
Oh yes although there is a realistic Dragon that I was like :3 wow
I'm sure your fursona will stand out well having all those tails, It is funny when your furry stuff ends up taking up a lot of room XD Frostbite has kind of taken over mine lol
I like to plan but thing rarely go to plan at the moment so turn into a rush lol
Wish my work were so easy to say yes there a bit hard to get a yes out of sometimes :(
Yeh I know but ive seen him in other things and hes a good actor so I have hopes.
David Tennant will always be my doctor though ^^
Nice :D I dont think I saw that ^^
Yeh there are only 3 but they are bushy I need to find someone to do them I think :P
Haha lol, I dont think mine would take over mine but we shall see lol.
Same here really I plan and then wing it a bit of both xD
:/ Awwwwww, maybe it will get better in the future. My work is a bit of a pain atm for other reasons >.<
Just watched the new one and I'm still not fully sure on him, but I'll give him an couple of episodes first before I make my mind up
David Tennant was a great Doctor :D use to love the way he'd figure things out going YES, NO, YES then explain everything :D
I only saw it once late on Saturday night and it was wow just wish I'd had my camera with me.
Tails are always good :D just watch out when going through doors while wearing them
Haha that's what I said at first and then he did XD
We plan then have to win it for a bit when the plan goes to pot XD
Yeah maybe, works like that because it's so busy, but everyone at work knows I'm a fur and know what I do the Director and store managers even like my facebook pics and ask about it at work XD
Awwwww I'm sorry to hear that