Uniquely... only people on SoFurry left comments for me to feel better... to not die...
I actually do wonder if even this journal gets attention. This site is filled with trolls and joke-sters.
Next time I try suicide with pills, I'm adding in alcohol though, this was a very bad failure...

If you took over 2 dozen pills of painkillers, specifically acetaminaphen (Tylenol and other acet-brand painkillers), you're probably going to have progressive and irreversible liver failure within 2 days, as the toxicity of acetaminaphen is irreversibly strong when overdosed on unless purged entirely within eight hours of consumption. Otherwise, I urge you to seek professional help instead of posting on multiple sites for attention, as professional help is really your only effective course of action here, unfortunately.

Well, I'm glad you care so much to post this.
I probably do need professional help. Thoughts of suicide are way too common-place with me.
I obviously need to quit thinking like this, and I obviously need help doing so.
I typically think that I'm going to have people caring about me, showing compassion, kindness, and sympathy, and that I'll never need a doctor and drugs. At this point, it appears a doctor and drugs are the only solution.
And maybe people like you being around me. I need more support. And you can't rely on the internet for support as quickly as things that go on outside it.
Anyways, thank you for mentioning all this. I'll obviously need to discover whether or not my pills can still have damaged my body. Irony that I have some will to live now, and then suddenly I collapse and die sometime soon.

Yeah, that's the worst part about people who overdose on acet. It's like the people that survive jumping off a bridge- halfway down, they wished they hadn't, but gotta face it anyways.

I know what you mean about friends being there is the most important and influential thing, and it's hard to find that. Drugs make some people feel worse, but therapy can help you learn to cope at least. As long as you're a live, you'll have the capability to make things better. Nothing is permanent, after all.

It sounds bad, but the best way to get support from friends is to just be as asskissing as you can. I'm currently having the same problem, but you have to make it so they don't feel obligated or guilty- people get scared when they have suicidal friends because they don't want them to die and then have to bear the burden of feeling like they killed them. So they tend to distance themselves. It's all awful.

Wow... never thought of those things. Well, thanx for the additional knowledge.
Some overdoses survived will still kill later... and therapy is a good thing if there isn't friends... and then friends sometimes distance themselves from suicidal friends to minimize emotional damage.
Also... asskissing... I should do more of that... for the past several months I haven't done any asskissing...