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11 years ago
whats even the point? I am feeling so down right now. I have to go to some bullshit gathering of my friends friends, who I don't like just because he doesn't want to drive 18hours alone. My internet is so bad right now it crashes every hour and some times will just be out hours on end and the cable company dos nothing to help. Pathfinder is a stupid rpg and I hate it and want to play a real game but that will never happen. Every time I make a creative character he gets ripped off and sold out to people (like skics and Mr.Skratch), and the worst part about that is I get told I'm ripping off the person who ripped me off! And its just like wtf even. I just got out of a not so good relationship and I'm trying to actually have friends again, but a lot of my old ones wont talk to me anymore because they don't like how I had to push them away, and i understand. A lot of the new friends I make are literally leaches just wanting me to do them fucking art or make them shit in sl and all they do is emo all over me about how bad there "sitting at home getting ssi life" is. Or I have who literally wont talk to me in sl unless my av fits there kinks, so its like who is even actually my friend at all, all my rl friends are just argue at each other all the time. I don't know, whats even the point, why do anything, what does it matter, thats just how I feel.
I was going to open for coms but my state of art is highly tied to my emotions so i wont be drawing again, so no coms now, sorry.
This is just a rant for me to feel better, i have no one to talk to at all who knows me so I'm just saying words at a screen to get some relief. As like always I'll be fine.
I was going to open for coms but my state of art is highly tied to my emotions so i wont be drawing again, so no coms now, sorry.
This is just a rant for me to feel better, i have no one to talk to at all who knows me so I'm just saying words at a screen to get some relief. As like always I'll be fine.
As for the art copy thing, I know some of the character designs i have Sometimrs resemble yours. We seem to like the same color schemes and themes, and i probably wouldnt be surprised if people note you or whatever claiming i've "ripped you off" and i fear its only a matter of time before someone just flat out says it directly to me. Whether or not that happened yet i dont know. I just want you to know i'm not one of the ones trying to be a rip off and profit off something that i didnt come up with.
I apologize for all the crappy spelling errors and typo. Im typing this from a phone as thats my only source of internet other than the library
Pathfinder is stupid, I think ;p
But then again, your group makes all of the difference. I personally loved Warhammer Fantasy Roleplay with the dudes I used to game with.
I do know what you mean about the 'boo hoo I am supported by the government/parents and spend 100% of my day on the internet' people. Seems they all flock to SL eventually or something. Anyway, you can always type words at me if you want <3
I know I am online during odd times of the day, but I try to have my skype online all the time~
Letting go of harmful people is one of the best things you can do, and makes life a hell of a lot easier.
Hope your situation gets better, hopefully some day people'll get off your ass for free stuff. :P
I don't play SL or anything but Skype is something I frequent often. Only if you feel like talkin n stuff :0
but I hear ya about people just wanting to be your friend to get something from it, it kinda makes you feel a little worthless xC even though it's not true