imagineer the infrastructure of a world everyone could be happy in.

wander around and see things without having to worry about anything.

see and go places the fewer other people do the better.

ride little people sized trains that wander around in the woods, if our world had more of such things, or dream about living in a world that did.

remembering when i could get anyplace there was anyplace to get by public transportation of some kind and you didn't have to be rich not to have to live in a city.

now it seems like the only way i can do most of these things is on the computer,
which is what i spend most of my time doing,
other then to walk half a mile to go to the grocery store.

which is about the same distance as when i lived in much smaller towns and the distance had prettier scenery, which had become just as familiar.

well even then i wasn't able to do much more about the miniature worlds that interested me then to draw them on paper.
now i can make them come half way alive inside the computer.

ramble on about how people could live in ways that didn't screw everything up for themselves and everyone else.

parks gardens forests trees little people sized houses little people sized trains powered by solar and wind and small dams up in the mountains
that didn't flood and drown all the beautiful magical places.

people who wanted to let each other enjoy everything nice instead feeling like that had to either own or destroy it.

type huge walls of next no one would want to read.

gnaw, j/k about that one, even if i seem to have.

i like to make things, or i would.
little scale models of them, if i can't do so in real life
without have to take all kinds of risks
and indenture myself for multiple lifetimes
for someplace to be able to.

live someplace where everything wasn't fucked up by having to be about cars and money.

that's what i would prefer to do.

what i'm actually able to do, like i said, is dream about it and try to depict what it would be like,
and then post images of those depictions where those images might be welcome
and people can see them who might not otherwise have been able to realize how easily their world COULD look that way.

that seems to have become my thing any more.
and play in it.

with train sims bahn and trainz.