It's been a very hard year and a half for myself but things are finally coming about.

We are almost clear of debts here at home a couple more payments and our financial struggles are over, it's been hard on my husband and I but we have managed to pull through.

He gives me so much strength even when all I want to do is run and hide. I'm always so scared to fail, to disappoint people but he keeps me going and I feel I am the most lucky woman on the earth. I really did marry my biggest fan and best friend.

Thank you everyone who has been so patient and supportive. I know I'm a stubborn goat so filled with pride that I can't even stand to be seen in such trouble but it's getting better. Thank you everyone who has helped us, I don't feel I deserve such kindness.

I'm just learning to be an adult. I am hardly grown in my mind, only just having to really take responsibility for my life and choices and while it has been staggering I can say that I'm blessed to have so much support from my loving husband and all of my friends. When things look rough and all you want to do is run and hide, just remember that it's not over till you say it is and if you keep pushing you can always bounce back.

I can't wait to bounce back. 2 months, I'm almost there, just 2 months till I can work to better my life and my business instead of just try and keep a roof over my head.

Never give up.