just finding out a friend of mine's; death today..i thought he was busy with enjoying his life so i didn't want to bother him...came to find out from another friend of mine, that he passed 5 weeks ago from cancer he hid from everyone..and i'm just NOW finding this out now....

...so many deaths...i cant..i just cant handle anymore..why cant this pain stop?

*is heartbroken*
i'm just going to watch netflix for a while since i cant sleep..i bawled my eyes out too much today..

He was one of my closest furs since the very beginning of becoming a fur back in Dec...

RIP Razor..i miss you so much..if only i'd known..


Razor is also my other CB..cuddlebuddy.. (only have 2 cuddlebuddies)
but he didnt have an account on here to put on the list...i wanted some arts with him..but the artist who was making his ref sheet never came im guessing..even though razor said he wanted the artist to take his time on it from his RL busy life..i just wished i was a better artist to bring a smile to his face..even just once..

ill be on later after i cope a bit.... ~♥ i love you guys..please send/pray respects for him..

miss you so very much, Razor Swiftwing, my Cuddle buddy..

RIP..