So I have fallen in love with this amazing girl by the name of Sandra, and she has shown me a new world, shown me what it is like to live!
I spent a weekend in the mountains with her and her folks; I went to hershey park with her, her dad, her dads girlfriend and dad girlfriends folks; and just the other day her, me and my best friend Erin went to chuck-e-cheese, then a craft store then a bar.

Guys... This girl... She makes me feel things... wonderful wonderful things <3
She has been... bringing me out of my shell a lot. Hell, even at hershey, she got me on some rides! (it is a big deal because I have anxiety issues and really don't do rides). She... She makes me so happy, she has made me live life and.... and I want more ^^ That is kind of a dangerous slope though.... because... look, I am a less than social person, I dont do things, and she has lived such a life... she has been to raves and has stories about all sorts of stuff.... I want to live like she has! mushies, molly, raves and parties and all!

man.... I love this chick~
Even if she is a lesbian and that makes some complications... well, which part is complicated, the fact that she is a lesbian or that i am biologically a guy? lol. She loves me and I love her... gender and orientation only mean... well, no normal sex (no sex at all really). It doesn't matter though, it is about the heart and what is inside. Cuddles, some making out, holding hands, going on dates and adventures... that is all I really need <3

I love this girl!