im sorry to say my life has gone to shit and i am not in the mood to deal with people..my grandfather just past away on monday and i am emotionally crippled..my family is scattered due to military engagements and funeral arrangements and i am all alone at home wishing for the silence to stop beckoning for me into the realms of insanity and wanting nothing more then a shoulder to cry on, a strong hug, and maybe a snuggle or two to make this aching feeling dissappear even for just a little while..my grandfather was a pillar of strength in my family..and now it feels like we will crumble..i miss him to pieces..and i feel damaged..thanks for listening..

Kimico K. <3