My Dad is dead...
11 years ago
General
I am numb. Long story short, my family had uncovered a lot of accusations against him. Had the police gotten him, it would have been life without parole or death row. To spare us from the trial and publicity all of this would cause, he committed suicide. The officials have only just left our house. All of this happened so fast. It was only about a month and a half ago when we received the initial call for Child Protective Services (CPS). I will be going to a therapist, though I don't know if it will help. I was able to talk to him over the phone before he killed himself, so I could say everything I wanted. This whole thing has just seemed like a bad movie or that thing that you hear about that was super sad.
I'm sorry. I just needed to vent. This whole thing also showed me a bit about who did and didn't care about my family and me.
Besides, it can only go up from here, right?
Thank you for your support. I love every one of you.
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thetacoshack
-snuggles you all over and gives you endless squeezy kitty hugs-
I am so super sorry to hear this sweetie ;~;
If you ever need anything please dont hesitate to message me.
I loves you tons
If there is anything i can do :c
I'm sorry for your loss. If you ever need someone to listen, I'm here.
I'm sorry for you loss hun. You are doing thr right thing getting a therapist. You'd be surprised how much it helps just letting everything out in confidence.
You are a strong girl. Many people would be defeated by what happen, but you soldier on with optimism. That is the true key to getting better. Letting this eat yiu will only break you.
You are strong and stay strong. You have lots of people around you willing to help. You will get over this!
<3
Though in time you will become stronger with the right therapy and help, (I'm glad you're promptly getting it.) Right now will be very rough and I'm so sorry you have to go through any bit of this. Just keep on keepin' on. This story sounds a bit too intense for you to tell in full to any public right now, but maybe someday, telling it to others might help. Take care dear. I'm so very sorry.
I know how hard it is to lose someone close to you. I know the pain that's felt and that's not something that will ever just disappear. I know what it's like to look at pictures and reflect on memories. It's hard. It hurts... But please don't focus on the sadness. It will only consume you into a deep darkness I don't want to ever see anyone fall into. You have friends and family who love and adore you. We're all here for you. To hear you laugh, cry, vent, share or just to lean against. I'm in tears for you, lovely. It's so hard for anyone to go through what you're going through. Young or old, that hurt all feels the same.
Things will always happen in our lives that we can't change. Sometimes we can't even pull through it as best as others want us to. The thing is to remember that sometimes you need to Break before you can Heal. I'm here to help you pick up any pieces. I'm here to listen to everything or nothing at all.
We've gotten to really get to know a bit about each other in our working together these past 5 months. I want you to look at me as your Big Brother, ok? One thing I really want you to know is this;
I Love You, Kiddo. You're not alone in this.