I know how much this hurts. I had to leave my two dogs behind. Saying goodbye was the hardest part, but it showed I love them and always will. If you need to talk, just send me a note. *whimpers with you*

but ill burst into tears if i see them..

I'm so sorry to hear what your going through. I think,k what would be best is to say goodbye to them and just let go. They'll know how much you loved them and at the end of the day they have a good home and each other. Also I love the stuff you draw that's why I commissioned you.

Speaking as a person who has had to let companions go over the course of my life, you know it's a good home, walk away with your memories. Don't forget them (silly to say, you never will), but move ahead. I've made the mistake of checking in on companions I've had to place in other homes. While it's good to see them thrive, it also hurts. Know they're well. It's trite to say, but in time, it becomes enough.

Maybe you can arrange a visit if the adopter is someone you know. Otherwise I guess you'll have to come to peace somehow with this.

I'm sorry things happened this way *hugs*