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11 years ago
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it is..,
got a lot on my plate and money is dwindling more and more and mom and dad need money for a barn. so I'm focusing on redoing my Manatee Game for mobile phones hoping it will do well enough with that.
I need to make more art here and do requests and such like I promised. just been a bit off lately in the furry community due to dramatic issues in general.
I'm rather down I cannot go and meet different people and such due to being with my overprotective parents. I should try to get a job and move out but... if I did that. that would suck for my parents they do need my assistance at there store. I can't just leave them or things will mess up so many complications it's hard to explain and some things too private to explain
I had to make my home like "The City" sense I don't have access to a theater or no one to drive me to at least to Austin. at-least feel some ease with society that's not my parents, antique dear carny trash, or redneck trucker trash types here at the store. honesty tired of going online for friends.
though other thought slide in my head why alot of furry type people don't talk to me.... I'm not into Anime or Japanese style RPG games, I'm more into american animation, Muppets, silly clean sarcastic old witty humor thats not polotical or cussing. that at times I feel better NOT always having company around. I dunno it's hard to find anyone quite like me my personality is a double edged sword. I'm not "liberal enough" with the youth. Not like my parents either but I'm old fashion with a lot of things like burlesqe and old rock and roll from 60s-70s-80s.
I do have it good I feel blessed I'm smart with diy stuff so I never have to go to a movie theater again. never need a arcade. and I feel safe from harm. soo it life is good either way.
got a lot on my plate and money is dwindling more and more and mom and dad need money for a barn. so I'm focusing on redoing my Manatee Game for mobile phones hoping it will do well enough with that.
I need to make more art here and do requests and such like I promised. just been a bit off lately in the furry community due to dramatic issues in general.
I'm rather down I cannot go and meet different people and such due to being with my overprotective parents. I should try to get a job and move out but... if I did that. that would suck for my parents they do need my assistance at there store. I can't just leave them or things will mess up so many complications it's hard to explain and some things too private to explain
I had to make my home like "The City" sense I don't have access to a theater or no one to drive me to at least to Austin. at-least feel some ease with society that's not my parents, antique dear carny trash, or redneck trucker trash types here at the store. honesty tired of going online for friends.
though other thought slide in my head why alot of furry type people don't talk to me.... I'm not into Anime or Japanese style RPG games, I'm more into american animation, Muppets, silly clean sarcastic old witty humor thats not polotical or cussing. that at times I feel better NOT always having company around. I dunno it's hard to find anyone quite like me my personality is a double edged sword. I'm not "liberal enough" with the youth. Not like my parents either but I'm old fashion with a lot of things like burlesqe and old rock and roll from 60s-70s-80s.
I do have it good I feel blessed I'm smart with diy stuff so I never have to go to a movie theater again. never need a arcade. and I feel safe from harm. soo it life is good either way.
