After what I just went through, I'm gonna be back in my depressive demeanor online throughout the coming days now. It seems no matter what, I end up fucking up something in the end. I wrecked and totaled a roomates car and now because of this I will no longer have any money to do anything once again. So I've pretty much given up on a few things. My happiness for starters, my will to keep going in hopes I find a compatible mate, my dream of being fatter and just the simple fact I can't make anyone else happy. So I think once I get the roomates new car, I'm gonna give up completely on life and just quit trying to live for myself and just be someone elses bitch in life. Even if that means I get abused, at least it'll mean the others happiness.

Update: I've just added on my FA page when I gave up. I know no one cares about me and I'm worth shit, but figured ya'll wanted a update.