I may not have ever been online-schooled, but I can still relate, and pretty recently too. When my junior year started, (about three weeks ago,) I thought my life was in ruins. For some unknown reason, school didn't seem right at all. I didn't even believe I had a tomorrow. But, things gradually got better. And now, I feel content with my life again.

The world always has a way of working out. As long as you remain hopeful, you will go forward unto dawn. Do not let this trial take control of your destiny, for you must aim beyond the future.

I'm not sure if this helped at all, but my sympathies are with you as you traverse through darkness in search of the light needing to be found.

Hehe thanks ^.^