Wondering
11 years ago
I've started to wonder a lot of things lately. I look around at various things and think to myself how certain things can come across. People can say one thing to you but their actions show other things. Sometimes I feel like all I'm good for is being there when people want me around. I feel like it doesn't matter if I'm around or not. I can help out when someone needs it but that's it. Maybe I should stop helping out. If people wonder if their actions on certain things hurt me, they fucking do. I take in things and take them extremely personal. I have always taken things personally when I feel certain ways. I am tired of feeling used and abused. I just want to know the people I care deeply about care deeply about me. If they don't, then I wish they would just say it to my face instead of making me wonder.
Roera
~roera
I care deeply about you, even if you dont care all that much for me ;u; *plops on the ground*
BleedXWell
~bleedxwell
OP
Hush your face. I care about you.
Kloa
~kishudoll
Well, darling H, I know we barely know each other but you know you can perceive people's behaviour by watching them interact with other people close to you? I've not seen one person have beef with you and everyone I love seems to love you too so you know what, don't worry about a thing. People do care, very much. Sometimes at moments of self-doubt we can feel paranoid in ourselves but at the end of the day that's totally normal. I really don't think someone as sweet and nice and adorable and sassy as you has anything to worry about.
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