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Life has gone back to being shit... feeling sad and mad...
11 years ago
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This blue book with green and yellow bindings says, "The Personal Diary and Record Book of Vinchenzo."
Well... the past several days have been worse and worse...
My family has been restricting my use of the internet, forbidding me from using it for online games for multiple hours a day... they render the internet useless by turning on every internet using device in the house simultaneously at once and using them heavily whenever they discover that I am playing games on the computer.
Even worse, my family continues to hound and stalk me, forbidding me from partaking in the furry fandom, which they condemn as evil and immoral, and continuing to allow both our brother in laws' wives to continue verbally attacking me for playing dungeon and dragons games, a form of 'satanic video games'.
Also, I've been eating a lot less food for the past several days... my family refuses to grocery shop for food that can be eaten in my diet, and they want me to eat things like beef, pork, and lamb. I won't, it's against my beliefs and ideals.
The lack of food, games, and communication with others, is taking a tole on my mood and sanity.
Today I cursed a lot, and my mother threatened to send me to the mental hospital if she heard me say a single curse word more tonight. I haven't said any more curses tonight... but I fucking hate that I cannot express my anger...
I'm not yet driven back into committing suicide. But I am pissed off, and malnourished, and bored...
My family has been restricting my use of the internet, forbidding me from using it for online games for multiple hours a day... they render the internet useless by turning on every internet using device in the house simultaneously at once and using them heavily whenever they discover that I am playing games on the computer.
Even worse, my family continues to hound and stalk me, forbidding me from partaking in the furry fandom, which they condemn as evil and immoral, and continuing to allow both our brother in laws' wives to continue verbally attacking me for playing dungeon and dragons games, a form of 'satanic video games'.
Also, I've been eating a lot less food for the past several days... my family refuses to grocery shop for food that can be eaten in my diet, and they want me to eat things like beef, pork, and lamb. I won't, it's against my beliefs and ideals.
The lack of food, games, and communication with others, is taking a tole on my mood and sanity.
Today I cursed a lot, and my mother threatened to send me to the mental hospital if she heard me say a single curse word more tonight. I haven't said any more curses tonight... but I fucking hate that I cannot express my anger...
I'm not yet driven back into committing suicide. But I am pissed off, and malnourished, and bored...
