This song sums up how I feel
I have been feeling depressed from my breakup with my ex for a long time. I'm not one to let people see when I'm hurting inside, but I'm hoping that if I let it out i can move on. We said we would still be friends, but we haven't talked to each other for a while now, mainly because i feel more depressed when we talk. I'm kinda envious that he has moved on and found a love while i feel like i can't even have a decent relationship with my parents always on my back.

To my ex, I only wish you the best.