Ah... don’t know where to start or even if anyone will read this after my big "I’m done" thing... I was at a point where I had fifty things on my mind and I felt that leavening the fandom would help put my mind at ease... It didn’t. It just made me relize how fucking childish i was. I don’t know if anyone really wants to be my friend anymore but im opening my heart and going to give it one more shot.. 110% this time.. No more lies, selfishness or closed doors. I wish to feel the love I had for the fandom once more.. I don’t know if that's even possible but by i'm gona try again..

Stubbornness is one of my best/worst traits.. Please don’t call me a drama lama for the whole I quit thing, I wasn’t in the right mind frame.. Please forgive.