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Treated like shit by family day before family vacation...
11 years ago
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This blue book with green and yellow bindings says, "The Personal Diary and Record Book of Vinchenzo."
Feeling even more sad and angry... any worse and I'll be suicidal again...
My step-father refuses to acknowledge me as his family, friend, or step-son.
My mother continues to react angrily to me being imperfect and ruining her perfect reputation.
My sister continues to talk about how I'm a whiny angry little bitch and that I should grow some balls and 'learn to cope'.
My brothers continue to avoid talking with me about my problems and sorrows, calling me insults if I bring them up.
Today, was my step-mother in law's birthday. The parents of my step-brother Brian's wife.
The same wife whose family accused me of being a Satanist because I play Dungeons and Dragons.
They think the video games and computer games are used to summon demons from Monitors.
I was accused of being a Terrorist at the birthday. Apparently I and my siblings and mother are terrorists because we are all descended of a middle eastern man... my grandfather. A devout Christian of Palestinian origin. How typical.
I also had to deal with being accused of supporting the invasion of America. That I support the Syrian Puppet President and African born and raised Barrack Obama. They literally believe Fox News and the NRA that Barrack Obama is a Syrian born and raised in Africa that is secretly attempting to raise an all black army to conquer the USA.
They said how Godless folk like I should be condemned and hated and killed. That a Buddhist can't be a good person because not believing or worshiping God is the greatest evil commit-able.
I hate this day. I hate this night. I hate my life. I hate my family and their friends.
Tomorrow we will go to Baltimore, Maryland, to visit the State Aquarium. We will go there with specific people. Only my mom, step-dad, step-brother Kevin, Kevin's wife and daughter Jess and Lilly, will come. My brother Sean might come. My other brother and my sister will not come at all. It will be hell. The refused to allow me to pack my own belongings tonight, saying that I will just plan to lay around the hotel chatting and playing games via internet to strangers and evil people like furries and non-God worshipers.
Hopefully, when I return, things will be better, as I have returned to a suicidal mindset, and mildly suicidal mindset mind you. I'm not going to try and kill myself unless things get worse. I'll send a message of what happens out-of-state on Monday night, in September. See you all... hopefully... I can't live seeing hearing and feeling this hell-hole.
My step-father refuses to acknowledge me as his family, friend, or step-son.
My mother continues to react angrily to me being imperfect and ruining her perfect reputation.
My sister continues to talk about how I'm a whiny angry little bitch and that I should grow some balls and 'learn to cope'.
My brothers continue to avoid talking with me about my problems and sorrows, calling me insults if I bring them up.
Today, was my step-mother in law's birthday. The parents of my step-brother Brian's wife.
The same wife whose family accused me of being a Satanist because I play Dungeons and Dragons.
They think the video games and computer games are used to summon demons from Monitors.
I was accused of being a Terrorist at the birthday. Apparently I and my siblings and mother are terrorists because we are all descended of a middle eastern man... my grandfather. A devout Christian of Palestinian origin. How typical.
I also had to deal with being accused of supporting the invasion of America. That I support the Syrian Puppet President and African born and raised Barrack Obama. They literally believe Fox News and the NRA that Barrack Obama is a Syrian born and raised in Africa that is secretly attempting to raise an all black army to conquer the USA.
They said how Godless folk like I should be condemned and hated and killed. That a Buddhist can't be a good person because not believing or worshiping God is the greatest evil commit-able.
I hate this day. I hate this night. I hate my life. I hate my family and their friends.
Tomorrow we will go to Baltimore, Maryland, to visit the State Aquarium. We will go there with specific people. Only my mom, step-dad, step-brother Kevin, Kevin's wife and daughter Jess and Lilly, will come. My brother Sean might come. My other brother and my sister will not come at all. It will be hell. The refused to allow me to pack my own belongings tonight, saying that I will just plan to lay around the hotel chatting and playing games via internet to strangers and evil people like furries and non-God worshipers.
Hopefully, when I return, things will be better, as I have returned to a suicidal mindset, and mildly suicidal mindset mind you. I'm not going to try and kill myself unless things get worse. I'll send a message of what happens out-of-state on Monday night, in September. See you all... hopefully... I can't live seeing hearing and feeling this hell-hole.
