Started working 2 month or so, i was happy, in my mind i would start to repay the 10,000 dollar my mother gave my to help for car and my mistake...

.guess what, since i started working i got nothign but HIGHT expense for car or tooth, name it...mymoney doesnt go up..

this money issue just keep tempering my moral, cant even get one week-end of gun cause i keep thinking about it....

Wish i could draw good or anything to get money...alas i dont have any skill at all in live beside behing a great gamers...should have listen to father and start getting skill on something and not play so much when i was a kid....

My whole live i jsut a follow up of mistake i made and now more then ever, i feel like i am paying the price..BIG TIME