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life is strange. also V-day meme
17 years ago
I'm waiting for the day I feel a natural emotion.
Ok, lets start with something I've been thinking of trying out: songs to say how I feel :D
Current feelings: I Want The One I Can't Have - The Smiths (I have a crush on a straight boy... he said the nicest thing to me anyone has ever said @,@. Also we're getting married if we're both single when we're older. I wish he was gay T.T)
and for kicks: Song I can't stop listening to: Across A Thousand Blades (Goth Box Remix) - Black Tape For a Blue Girl. awesome song.
ok... so I FINALLY MADE SOMETHING ON THE THROWING WHEEL! It's a bowl. I hope it doesn't crack. Should I take photos of my pottery when it's done?
My drawing instructor is taking a directing course, and he needs the class to help him with an environmentalist commercial. I'll probably link it when it's done. Small chance I might be acting in it too :D
My nephew youngest and probably favourite nephew turned four a few days ago, so I'm skipping a Graffiti themed Drum n Bass dance to go visit him and my parents. My dad is still recovering from a stealth heart attack he recently had, so I'm quite worried about him, especially since our relationship isn't that ... good (and I haven't even told him I'm gay yet D:)
I can't wait for the student show, I need to make some fucking money.
Theres a video of me dancing to "milkshake" now on the internet. I don't know if its on youtube.
vollita is a prick and posted it on facebook, that bitch! Too bad I love her.
and now the meme for the worst holiday known to man: V-day.
I think I've done this before, but I'm a changed man
1. Are you single or taken?
Recently, and unhappily, single. I guess it's for the best though.
Bastard never even said "I love you" that I can recall.
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Flowers. Or... Skulls. I like skulls.
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
No. I will most likely sit at home and watch movies, maybe play Fallout 3 (I beat it. Life is not worth living). Maybe get really really drunk and mope around the house :D
4.Do you like anyone?
There are a few people. Straight boy mentioned above, some people on teh internets. Red Deer isn't exactly... homo central. I have not really met one gay person
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
No. Last year, I was in high school in an even smaller town. I hated all the gay people there. There was only one that I actually enjoyed the company of, but he moved.
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Probably go to a movie, actually be able to at least hold hands or cuddle and not have the person be all fucking self conscious. I mean, who gives a shit, if they are like "oh look, a fag" fuck them. They're too fucking dumb to think "hey, this is somebody else's life that has no implication on my own existence"
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I like to express how much I hate it.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
I dunno. Maybe. I'm not good at that kind of thing. People can hit on me and it takes me like 3 hours to realize "holy shit they wanted in my pants". That gay guy from the mac that I actually like had a crush on me. Other than that I don't really know. I don't think I'm awesome/attractive enough to have secret admirers :P
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Would I? Yes.
Have I? Not really. I wrote to the infamous (at least to my RL friends) Track Nine, the tromboner that I had a huuuge fucking crush on after graduation. I told him that I had a big crush on him. His reply was "I'm sorry, I don't understand what you're saying." I never thought I'd see him again so I decided "what the fuck". A month later we were both at a band nerd party. Many an awkward glance was had.
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Seriously, are there people that do? Those people need to be neutered/spayed.
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
No?
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Lol no. Stopped that in grade school because I had no friends :D
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Ew no.
15. Is Valentines depressing?
Yes. Yes it is.
16. How do you feel about PDA?
I AM STRONGLY FOR IT. Although I'm guilty of bitching about straight couples doing it. I mean, why the fuck can't I? Am I seriously that fucking disgusting of a person that just because I happen to like dudes means you should persecute me?
17. How is your love life?
Shitty. Had one boyfriend, who I guess really never confirmed anything, got dumped because an hour was too far to drive. Had sex, it was fun, but made me ten times as horny, just like they said it would.
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope
19. How many roses would you want?
One. Seems much more romantic to me. I'd want a like black rose though. Because black roses are awesome
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I hope for the first option, not so much a fan on the vagina.
If you actually read all of that, good for you!
You deserve an award for putting up with my bullshit. :D
Current feelings: I Want The One I Can't Have - The Smiths (I have a crush on a straight boy... he said the nicest thing to me anyone has ever said @,@. Also we're getting married if we're both single when we're older. I wish he was gay T.T)
and for kicks: Song I can't stop listening to: Across A Thousand Blades (Goth Box Remix) - Black Tape For a Blue Girl. awesome song.
ok... so I FINALLY MADE SOMETHING ON THE THROWING WHEEL! It's a bowl. I hope it doesn't crack. Should I take photos of my pottery when it's done?
My drawing instructor is taking a directing course, and he needs the class to help him with an environmentalist commercial. I'll probably link it when it's done. Small chance I might be acting in it too :D
My nephew youngest and probably favourite nephew turned four a few days ago, so I'm skipping a Graffiti themed Drum n Bass dance to go visit him and my parents. My dad is still recovering from a stealth heart attack he recently had, so I'm quite worried about him, especially since our relationship isn't that ... good (and I haven't even told him I'm gay yet D:)
I can't wait for the student show, I need to make some fucking money.
Theres a video of me dancing to "milkshake" now on the internet. I don't know if its on youtube.
vollita is a prick and posted it on facebook, that bitch! Too bad I love her.and now the meme for the worst holiday known to man: V-day.
I think I've done this before, but I'm a changed man
1. Are you single or taken?
Recently, and unhappily, single. I guess it's for the best though.
Bastard never even said "I love you" that I can recall.
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Flowers. Or... Skulls. I like skulls.
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
No. I will most likely sit at home and watch movies, maybe play Fallout 3 (I beat it. Life is not worth living). Maybe get really really drunk and mope around the house :D
4.Do you like anyone?
There are a few people. Straight boy mentioned above, some people on teh internets. Red Deer isn't exactly... homo central. I have not really met one gay person
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
No. Last year, I was in high school in an even smaller town. I hated all the gay people there. There was only one that I actually enjoyed the company of, but he moved.
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Probably go to a movie, actually be able to at least hold hands or cuddle and not have the person be all fucking self conscious. I mean, who gives a shit, if they are like "oh look, a fag" fuck them. They're too fucking dumb to think "hey, this is somebody else's life that has no implication on my own existence"
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I like to express how much I hate it.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
I dunno. Maybe. I'm not good at that kind of thing. People can hit on me and it takes me like 3 hours to realize "holy shit they wanted in my pants". That gay guy from the mac that I actually like had a crush on me. Other than that I don't really know. I don't think I'm awesome/attractive enough to have secret admirers :P
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Would I? Yes.
Have I? Not really. I wrote to the infamous (at least to my RL friends) Track Nine, the tromboner that I had a huuuge fucking crush on after graduation. I told him that I had a big crush on him. His reply was "I'm sorry, I don't understand what you're saying." I never thought I'd see him again so I decided "what the fuck". A month later we were both at a band nerd party. Many an awkward glance was had.
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Seriously, are there people that do? Those people need to be neutered/spayed.
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
No?
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Lol no. Stopped that in grade school because I had no friends :D
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Ew no.
15. Is Valentines depressing?
Yes. Yes it is.
16. How do you feel about PDA?
I AM STRONGLY FOR IT. Although I'm guilty of bitching about straight couples doing it. I mean, why the fuck can't I? Am I seriously that fucking disgusting of a person that just because I happen to like dudes means you should persecute me?
17. How is your love life?
Shitty. Had one boyfriend, who I guess really never confirmed anything, got dumped because an hour was too far to drive. Had sex, it was fun, but made me ten times as horny, just like they said it would.
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope
19. How many roses would you want?
One. Seems much more romantic to me. I'd want a like black rose though. Because black roses are awesome
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I hope for the first option, not so much a fan on the vagina.
If you actually read all of that, good for you!
You deserve an award for putting up with my bullshit. :D
second of all, i'd pay at least ten bucks to see that milkshake video.
next, #10 made me fucking lol
finally, somebody with a killer personality like you deserves the bestest boyfriend ever. fuck that tromboner dude. he can go blow his horn
(i am so doing this meme)
And... ... I'll try to find a way for you to see the video. Only because I like you
And for #10, I'm completely serious. I will do it myself if I have to. Any excuse just to wear surgeons gloves ;D
And awwwwwwww thank you
That tromboner was just fucking cute lol