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11 years ago
☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽☾☆☽ I feel so mixed up.
We long to be together yet I'm getting mixed messages.
They say it has been clear I should focus on getting a job first, but I know we can't do another separation lasting three months.
With things being the way they are, it will be weeks still before we embrace one another.
I feel as if I'm the weak link in all this.
We are unable to start a life together due to many factors on my side.
I try to get things going so there is nothing holding me back only to have it back fire.
They say I'm doing nothing, but they don't see what I do most the time.
I separate myself from others so I can think and have somewhat of a clear mind.
I rake my head for ways to see him again only to find my possible sources dry.
I'm to the point of doing things I don't wish to do.
I have tried selling items I'm willing to part with and no one is interested.
There is only so much my body can give before effects really start taking their toll.
We long to be together yet I'm getting mixed messages.
They say it has been clear I should focus on getting a job first, but I know we can't do another separation lasting three months.
With things being the way they are, it will be weeks still before we embrace one another.
I feel as if I'm the weak link in all this.
We are unable to start a life together due to many factors on my side.
I try to get things going so there is nothing holding me back only to have it back fire.
They say I'm doing nothing, but they don't see what I do most the time.
I separate myself from others so I can think and have somewhat of a clear mind.
I rake my head for ways to see him again only to find my possible sources dry.
I'm to the point of doing things I don't wish to do.
I have tried selling items I'm willing to part with and no one is interested.
There is only so much my body can give before effects really start taking their toll.
Valkian
~valkian
Really sorry to see this.. I wish there were some way I could help but I don't really have anything I can offer you.. Here's wishing for the best, though.
Kagome963
~kagome963
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Thanks Val -hugs-
