I keep thinking-
11 years ago
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I keep getting sad and thinking I'll go snuggle Toast, that will make me feel better and then I get more sad because it dawns on me I can't do that anymore... How long will it be before it doesn't hurt so bad anymore?
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Try thinking, RIGHT AFTER YOU THINK OF HER, that she's still there but not in physical form. She's still there in your heart.
And maybe buy a little plushie that looks like her?? A white rat/mouse toy?? It can help.
But I don't know if they are really actively making plushies anymore or not as I haven't seen anything new in awhile on any of their pages...
I might have to try and make my own
Thank you so much Melii
*I've grown up with pets my entire life, so I've had to deal with this on multiple occasions.