There's always someone who'll find it, not just the journal but who you are. Who you believe the broken inside and someone will come along and try throw some glue all over and probably make a mess but will probably piece you together somehow, maybe piecing it wrong and have to do it over. But someone will.

you sound so sure. I doubt it. After too many years of being looked at only skin deep I just don't see it happening.

It's better to keep looking forward instead of worrying about now, I've gone through things that I shouldn't have but I personally just leave it. It's hard for someone to fully accept you, but as long as someone does even a little. It's better than nothing

Well even so no one has accepted me at all even in the slightest. too busy thinking Im "like every guy" to bother to see past my face. Its all skin deep. Besides I don't think anyone would take a chance on me to get that close.