It's been too long, I'm sorry.
11 years ago
General
5 months ago I declared that I was removing myself from Furaffinity, to solely post on Tumblr and Weasyl, then a Month ago I was attacked for 4 years of existence offending and possibly hurting people.
lots of things changed, I changed.
so here is a rundown of what happened for 5 months I was gone.
-dumb shit.
-betrayal.
-deleting my old tumblr.
-realizing I'm a horrible person.
-trying to improve myself, to be nicer, to work harder at what I good at that people enjoy.
-making new friends
-confessing my love to someone I've talked for 6 years
-not getting any commissions after what happened last year
-and the year before that apparently...
-just not getting money for my art in general....
-still making new friends, good friends.
-protecting people
-apologizing
-lots and lots of apologizing
-I'm still apologizing, it will never be enough for what I probably did.
-I'm still sorry, still so so so so sorry.
-I decided to scrap nearly my entire gallery on here and a older account I had.
-porn I guess.
sigh, anyways. you know. I'm still very sorry, I try my best not to do the things I'm accused of, hiding from the people who want revenge and justice is very tiring, they probably and hopefully forgot about me now. if not, I'm still sorry, I want to prove how sorry I am. I really really do. I'm never going to stop saying how sorry I am. never. I even WANTED to repay some people who commissioned me, but I can't even do that, I'm broke! I never got any donations! I'm just the worst trash who doesn't deserve anything, not even pity! and I'm still so very sorry! I cannot express my distraught right now, okay.
I want to start over. i have a lot of new names.
okay, lets start, My Name is Eezie Poyntz Badramida, my nsfw tumblr is http://congratulatios.tumblr.com/
DO NOT FOLLOW THAT BLOG, only people I trust and people I Roleplay exclusively can follow that blog.
I like to draw Goomy smut for some reason.
my weasyl is https://www.weasyl.com/profile/snivy
I deleted my twitter to respect someone who no longer wants contact from me, not even visually.
I am working hard to regain any respect I've ever had.
I'm 23 (or 24, I can't remember)
I play a Android app game called Castle Fantasia. it's a great time waster.
lots of things changed, I changed.
so here is a rundown of what happened for 5 months I was gone.
-dumb shit.
-betrayal.
-deleting my old tumblr.
-realizing I'm a horrible person.
-trying to improve myself, to be nicer, to work harder at what I good at that people enjoy.
-making new friends
-confessing my love to someone I've talked for 6 years
-not getting any commissions after what happened last year
-and the year before that apparently...
-just not getting money for my art in general....
-still making new friends, good friends.
-protecting people
-apologizing
-lots and lots of apologizing
-I'm still apologizing, it will never be enough for what I probably did.
-I'm still sorry, still so so so so sorry.
-I decided to scrap nearly my entire gallery on here and a older account I had.
-porn I guess.
sigh, anyways. you know. I'm still very sorry, I try my best not to do the things I'm accused of, hiding from the people who want revenge and justice is very tiring, they probably and hopefully forgot about me now. if not, I'm still sorry, I want to prove how sorry I am. I really really do. I'm never going to stop saying how sorry I am. never. I even WANTED to repay some people who commissioned me, but I can't even do that, I'm broke! I never got any donations! I'm just the worst trash who doesn't deserve anything, not even pity! and I'm still so very sorry! I cannot express my distraught right now, okay.
I want to start over. i have a lot of new names.
okay, lets start, My Name is Eezie Poyntz Badramida, my nsfw tumblr is http://congratulatios.tumblr.com/
DO NOT FOLLOW THAT BLOG, only people I trust and people I Roleplay exclusively can follow that blog.
I like to draw Goomy smut for some reason.
my weasyl is https://www.weasyl.com/profile/snivy
I deleted my twitter to respect someone who no longer wants contact from me, not even visually.
I am working hard to regain any respect I've ever had.
I'm 23 (or 24, I can't remember)
I play a Android app game called Castle Fantasia. it's a great time waster.
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