Ever have those moments when...
11 years ago
You go back and look at your old art and think "Wow, I kinda sucked. People actually commissioned me?! WTF was I thinking??"
Yeah that just happened. *twiddles thumbs
Yeah that just happened. *twiddles thumbs
Some of my old crappy sketches from a dozen years ago used to get favs, views, and comments out the yin-yang.
But then, when I manage to create the best painting I've ever done up to that point, it tops off at twenty views.
It took a couple years for anyone to even comment on it. -__- It's so discouraging sometimes.
I figure some people just have poor taste, but then I'm insulting myself. Haha! ^.^ It seems that I'm somewhere
in the middle-zone, where artists tend to get lost, while the bulk of the site gravitates towards either beginning
artists, or those who have already mastered their technique, and never show any improvement, or change in art
style. Maybe it's because my quality varies from piece to piece? Some days I crank out a beautiful gem, and others
I barely get the line art to work. Lol. Though nowadays even when I post my old work, it doesn't get much attention.
Hmm... Though I could just staple a pair of fake giant boobs to my chest, and add a few fake wieners. That should
grab a few people's attention, but... eh. I'd rather they like me for who I am right now. :P
Another theory is that perhaps all my former fans started watching too many artists, and now their inbox is so over
flowing, that they simply can't keep up with it all. I know that's happened to me. >.> So many great artists on here,
but I've already got 27.9k submissions in my inbox--and that's after I had mega-nuked my inbox (going by 10,000
at a time. That took a few days to finish.)
For the most part, the rest of them are just me venting crud, or bittersweet memories that I don't need to revisit. :P