Soo.. I woke up this morning after going to sleep fairly early than I normally do since i did not have much of a drive to do much at all after yesterday, and all i can say is it is just odd as hell for me. I guess i grew use to waking up, getting my "waking up preparations" in the kitchen and greeting Banaroo in the room as I sit down just to catch up on current events and what not, and having expect him to to munch on his cage as a greeting when i walked into the room just as a reminder to let him out. Not really the case this morning; I woke up after sleeping oddly well, but feeling like absolute shit. I drag footed into the kitchen, skipped any of my normal habits, and went straight to the room where my computer and tv is. Of course out of habit, i looked over at his cage when i walked in seeing his normally empty water bottle (he was a heavy drinker in the nights) full, and a eerie essence of quiet in the room. I can already tell this is going to be a rough day.

I am going to do my best to shake it off, and get to the stuff on here well as thanking everyone and might be out of the house as much as i can after that for the day.

On that note, I really do thank you all for your support. I never would of thought i would of gotten this much and it means the world to me right now. I know some might think "oh it is just a rabbit" but he was not an ordinary rabbit, because he was my best friend, gamer buddy, a friend to watch movies and tv with, someone to hang out with when i was working on something, or feeling down or sick, and hell some of you know what he did back when i vomited blood and passed out on the floor. Anyway, it means a lot to me it really does. I will get back to each and every one of you today, once i get my mindset and drive back again to do it. <3