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My family is trying to convince me I should commit suicide
11 years ago
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This blue book with green and yellow bindings says, "The Personal Diary and Record Book of Vinchenzo."
Once again my family hates me... I got into an arguement with my step-cousin Aris.
Aris continues to refuse to allow me to stay up later than 10PM... and refuses to allow me to keep the computer or a light on at the house because he claims he has undiagnosed untreated OCD that prevents him from sleeping if he believes there is a living being awake near him and that he can see light through walls and hear digital data.
My mom got furious when I argued with Aris that for the entirety of August, he has controlled our 'bedtimes' for that entire month, as well as made a schedule for when and when not our family can use the internet. He continues with this shit behavior and rules this month. I oppose Aris, my step-cousin of 15 years old, and my mom verbally attacks me.
She said I have no right to have my own freedom in a house I have not built and owned, that she controls such things and she supports 'Aris's needs'. She said I have no right to call Aris a liar about his claims and to call him a con-artist like his father (who proudly admits to being 'a professional con-man, and the best in the business' mind you). I have no right to friends outside of the family, or use of the internet in the first place, as I only pay for a portion of the household bills, and not all of our bills.
Aris ran out storming angry that he 'does not have the authority rightfully mine' as he calls it. When he did that, my mom stated how I am piece of crap, and how I should have succeeded in the past at my attempts at suicide. 'If you were dead the world would be a better place'.
I'm wondering, my mom wants me to commit suicide to help my family out of a hard place... should I listen to her again?
Aris continues to refuse to allow me to stay up later than 10PM... and refuses to allow me to keep the computer or a light on at the house because he claims he has undiagnosed untreated OCD that prevents him from sleeping if he believes there is a living being awake near him and that he can see light through walls and hear digital data.
My mom got furious when I argued with Aris that for the entirety of August, he has controlled our 'bedtimes' for that entire month, as well as made a schedule for when and when not our family can use the internet. He continues with this shit behavior and rules this month. I oppose Aris, my step-cousin of 15 years old, and my mom verbally attacks me.
She said I have no right to have my own freedom in a house I have not built and owned, that she controls such things and she supports 'Aris's needs'. She said I have no right to call Aris a liar about his claims and to call him a con-artist like his father (who proudly admits to being 'a professional con-man, and the best in the business' mind you). I have no right to friends outside of the family, or use of the internet in the first place, as I only pay for a portion of the household bills, and not all of our bills.
Aris ran out storming angry that he 'does not have the authority rightfully mine' as he calls it. When he did that, my mom stated how I am piece of crap, and how I should have succeeded in the past at my attempts at suicide. 'If you were dead the world would be a better place'.
I'm wondering, my mom wants me to commit suicide to help my family out of a hard place... should I listen to her again?
zachhart12
~zachhart12
Your family is really fucked. Also, try and post less emo journals...and no suicide! *cuddles up*
