Take just on more step, and I'm failing to grasp the true meaning.
It's not like it's hard to see that I am nothing and now held in the darkness I see no way back out.
Tell me, can you even hear my heart beat anymore?
Is this the despair that I'm feeling?
Or is it just nothing at all?
I don't really know, could you just leave and shut the door?
I'm in pain, but it's alright, I can take this on my own.
Face the change, time goes by, I've been lost in a lie.
I was waiting here for someone to just call my name!
But that time never came, lost all reasons to carry on.
Just let go, it's not fair, I'll just only drag you down.
It's much better that I drown on my own.
Even though illuminated by the moon's light, I can't see ahead of me!
Don't you understand my plight?
It's not like it can be changed, but still that won't stop things from fading.
Lost in a screaming vortex created by my own mind, something I'm not sure I even have this time.
Just let me ask: What is it that I have to give up, just to see a glimpse of that I lost?
The meaning is something I can't comprehend.
Just let me be, turn away, do what all before you have.
Shut the door, turn the key, lock away what couldn't be.
After all, It wouldn't mean a thing either way.
Lost in grey, sealed away, what is it that you can't grasp?
Fading fast, trapped in the past, is this really how I end?
But even so I can't say I wasn't lost to begin with.
Is this a lapse of that thing called a "memory"?
Or is it the singe of a bitter retreat?
Either way, It can't be fixed, it's broken beyond all repair.
Take your time, stand in line, it's not like my soul is mine.
Leave you wake, things you take, there not something that I can make.
Just please, remember the me that I'm lost from.