I'm sorry i havent been very talkative lately alot of things have been happening and its just been getting to me i started job training through goodwill, i've been taking care of my mom and working ontop of trying to find a better one ontop of trying to find a cheap apt to move to before i end up on the street so needless to say i'm very tired,stressed,lonely and very very depressed and im sorry to my friends if i still have any here i'm sorry if i worried you