-sighs deep-
Se Saturday I miscarried the baby...
Though I'm trying to keep positive on it. Axle and I have decided to wait until I make
The move to Groton CT from Florida since in my current but temporary living
situation, I under go a lot of stress (living with mom, being far distance from Ax) and I'll be able to be in a not so harsh of a climate (it is incredibly hot here in FL).

I know these things happen, so I'm taking it in stride though I can't lie, it was and is still a bit stressful for me though I know all we can do is try again, we're a strong couple and it's just another obstacle we have to help one another over it just as we always have with others.

Anyway, yes baby is on temporary hold until we are both in better conditions/environment. To help this, art is very therapeutic as is Ax's love as always. I have the best guy in the world guys he works his tail off to help support us I am so proud of him and what he's done in his career. He is actually one of the top of his class (how awesome is that right?) It'd be really rad if you guys gave him some support I know it would cheer him up and give him some pep c:

Oh yes another update, got to my new primary Dr and he ordered a general blood study on me and my results showed I have Anemia and my S.A.D. has worsened x.o
however, now taking supplements as prescribed by my DR. and should be feeling better in a week or two (more energy/better mood) so yay for taking good care of me (also may have attributed to my miscarriage so double yay for better health for baby making).

Also back into playing MTG, Ax made friends at Submarine school and they play and got him into it which sparked by small flame for playing it again. He doesn't play tourney legal yet but I plan to help him out once I get up to CT in October (yes move in date has been changed to October for financial reasons but good ones too.) Yay geekery!