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Life seems to be getting better..! ♥
11 years ago
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One week into my work place (as a trainee), and I'm already feckin' loving it!
The staff there is incredibly nice, welcoming and helpful, we get to take breaks whenever we feel like we need one, the tea/coffee and yesterday's baked goods
are free for us to eat, there's no need to rush anywhere, there's always something to do (not because we'd be lazy tho, haha) and just on my third day in
I was taught how the cash registry works even tho the first talk was at the end of the month... :DD
Plus, since it's a secondhand shop AND it also has a market within it, I get to do both grocery store and clothing store work! -^^-
It's just.... SO perfect in every way!
I also started my new acne medication on the same Monday I started work. :) It feels like it's started working already, at least what I remember it being like from
the last time I ate those. Soon I'll have a pretty skin again♥
And even though it causes me somewhat lot of unpleasant hurting in my stomach (one of the side effects in early use) I've still wanted to go to work, like no
matter what, and that's a good thing! The last place I worked at I needed just a little pinch in the stomach and I was ready to stay home... So it couldn't have
been a very pleasant place for me after all, eh?
ALSO. Seems like the relationship things are turning around; my beloved told me the other night that he wants to try again. :)
So, here we are, trying again, slowly and not yet anything that official but... It's a start, right? I mean I wanna take it extremely slow, too, so it's good. About time, too,
after over four months of working on things... But I feel a lot happier and strengthened for that, too, now that I got a job (even if I'm just a trainee) that I enjoy so much! :)
People often say that I'm one of the most patient, kind and strongest people they've ever met or known... Sometimes it's been a bad thing, like when I was bullied at
school for several years, but at times like these it feels like a gift from gods or something.
I'm just so happy. And relaxed.
Also afraid that this is one of those moments when you get just too happy and it all crashes, so I'm kinda tip-toeing around it all and eyeballing it still (especially
the relationship thing), but still. I'm happy. For the moment, and that's what counts, 'cause our lives are a huge bundle of tiny moments.
Just thought I'd update this for all of you concerned people. :)
Have a great weekend! ♥
Also, yeah, EMP (http://www.emp-online.com/) at least had that kinda shirt in their store, gotta see if it's still there when I get paid... xD :DD
Sorry it took so long to reply I was looking through all their vinyl xD
This all just remind me of the poem I've seen online way too many times...
"Be strong now, for things will get better.
It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever." :'3
Positive goals and small daily challenges to make your self worthwhile and dont forget to smile.
Like you say, take it easy, be sensible and remind yourself your deserving of good things
Making yourself worthwhile is actually pretty darn important, now that you mention it that way. Luckily I don't even have to really do anything to know that I'm needed and wanted ^-^
Everyone should do that :D Like, someone should send a message to all the people in the world with those exact words. :'3