I had to Email my Ex, because I'm too nice, I guess. Here it is because, well, I don't know.

This... is hard for me to do, but it is something I do owe you. Unfortunately, I had to find Jasmine another home. I could not afford to keep her and... I wasn't going to see her dumped out and left to die like those kittens. I managed to keep Kuro and Mue, but the one's that didn't get homes were dumped out and the others, Brain left in the house and they starved to death. As for Sheba and the puppies, it's... better you don't know what Brian and my father did. Nobody knew he left them, I had already moved and got my new job, and my Father and Melissa left the house one day after the lights and water got shut off and I haven't heard from them since. But that's not important, nor do I honestly expect you to be phased by it. With Kuro and Mue and bills I couldn't afford another cat, and with how jasmine changed after you left, she can't be left alone around another cat, she'll hurt them, especially as small as Kuro and Mue are. A lot went on since you left, a lot of bad things that made me glad you left, so that you didn't have to suffer through them. You honestly are better off there with your mom and family, you didn't have to suffer without food, water or power, and you didn't have to watch those babies, both the kittens and puppies, die or be abandoned. I don't know if you'll even care but... Budda's gone. he disappeared over a month ago. I... know you... think the breakup didn't effect me, and probably hate me for everything, though honestly, no longer care what everyone else thinks, but... There are times I look back and I just wonder if things could've been different, but it was for the best. Besides, even if I could change it, there's no going back, not now. It's too late for that. I don't expect a response from you, and I honestly expect you to no even read this at all, but please... I don't want to fight with you, please, don't start anything with me. I have enough to deal with, so if you've go nothing nice to say, just don't say anything at all.