another journal so soon, oh my!

well the art is going to be a bit slow still, even more so now. The reason is that my Seasonal Affective Disorder and PTSD just SLAMMED me way early this year. Usually I don't get hit until mid November, but we got some super cold weather in my area and the smell of "late fall/early winter" really forced me into a big fat mess in my head to the point where I'm too terrified to go outside if it's below 60 F just to merely avoid more flashbacks and the uneasy feeling of needing to vomit and cry.

so yeah, if I suddenly drop off the internet, I fell into a deep depressive cesspool that will take a while to crawl out of. I'm really trying, but being hit so hard and so early in the Fall is really fucking with me. ;-;