Soooo yeah I've been gone for quite a while now, and for the most part a lot of depressing stuff has happened and to be honest I'm surprised I'm still in one piece. Good news is... during this time I have improved, A LOT actually! which is great and on top of that I have finally started my Level 3 art and design course in college and I've just passed my second week. And in all honesty I'm glad I've gotten where I am so far and it has been hard for me.
but yeah I'm finally back and I'm here to stay, feel free to PM or shout me! :)