by RBF...

if I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong...

I'd be a self-made millionare and you'd still be gone...

so hand me down my best dressed shoes and my best dressed shirt...

cause I'm going out in style, to cover the hurt...

...........

All I wanna do, all day, is spend it in bed...

but that's bad for the body...

... and even worse for the head...

so I'll try to find a place where no one will ask me...

a thing...

It'll help you to forget, and guide me to say...

CAUSE NOW! I'M DRUNK AGAIN! A MEANS TO MY END!

and I'm scared of myself...

... CAUSE NOW! IT'S ALL THE SAME! THE FACES AND NAMES!

and I'm scared of myself... again...

have you ever wanted to wake up, from your dreaming? And it's ever scared you so bad?

that you couldn't control your heart or your breathing?

well walk out the door, me on the floor, you don't care...

how I'm feeling...

I guess I'm tired of fighting death man, it's no longer appealling...

CAUSE NOW! I'M DRUNK AGAIN!

The means to my end!

and I'm ScaReD of MySeLf

CAUSE NOW! IT'S ALL THE same!

The faces and names!

and I'm scared of myself... again...

some people have a way of reaching right into your SOUL, and finding the hole! and making it BIGGER!

there are sometimes I see you cracking... cynical smiles... and in only to tell me in a short while...

you'll be my hearts grave digger!

well baby there's not much I can do...

cause I'm HALF THE WORLD without you!

so baby I guess we're thro-ough!!

Cause now I'm drunk again... the means to my end... and I'm scared of myself, cause now...

it's all the same, the faces and names...!

and I'm scared of myself... again...

cause now I'm drunk again! the means to my ends... and I'm scared of myself, cause now...

it's all the same!

the places and names, and I'm scared of myself again!


so go!

walk out the door!

and leave me broken on the floor!

and I'm scared of myself... again...

again

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If I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong, I'd be a sef-made millionaire and I wouldn't be here... singing...

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current mood: depressed and tired...