For those looking in the darkness for an answer in the light:

Life is....amazing to me...how one can keep growing, and changing how they view the world. I'm proud to say I've grown since high school, and have abandoned old mentalities and gained new ones. Exchanged a certain type of friend for another.

I thought I wasn't happy with life, but then I realized..I wasn't trying to live MY life. When I realized the friends I have, and how lucky I am to be in the position I am I realized something. I'm not where I want to be at in life right now, but the means and the way of getting there is just as important as the end result.

Humans.....life...is amazing, we grow, and shed old mentalities for new ones. I suppose the jist of this message is, don't be upset when you don't see your life not at the point where you want it. Be happy that you're part of a journey. This is because we will never stop growing, changing and continuing to adapt...that's just life....if you can't accept that it's just one long process, you're going to be unhappy your entire life.

A smooth sea has never yielded a strong sailor.