I wasn't pissed at you. I was pissed at myself for trusting you in the first place. I usually don't trust a soul and you should've been no exception. It wasn't right to take it out on you and I'm sorry. I'm kind of a douchebag when I'm pissed. Ask  Phresh he's had first hand experience of how stupid I am when I'm pissed. If you can't forgive me I understand and I don't care.
You and  phresh have been there for me through it all and it was wrong of me to take it out on you. I'm sorry.