Hey guys~ before i start with this journal, this isn't a cry for help or a looks to gain any attention to myself. Just explaining why i haven't been around or responding to the uber amount of awesome comments that have piled up and such uvu;

As of recently i kind of fell into a quite deep and debilitating depression and there was really no real reason how it came about. Im just weird like that uvu. Once i start thinking about negative things or horrible past memories, it just opens a door for the everything else negative to fill your head of things true and untrue. I just didn't feel like doing much of anything, drawing, talking to friends on skype, even playing my guitar i didn't wanna do u3u.

I usually prefer to keep these kind of things to myself because i don't wanna drag down my friends with my sadness and pity XD; Just makes me feel weak as a person if i have others try to help me up rather then me just trekking through it myself i guess uwu. So i worked through most of it and recently things have picked up and im not as gloomy as i was the past couple of weeks.

So i apologize for not replying to those on skype or on DA and FA and notes. I know its no excuse so if your pissed i understand~

Now just got to respond to all these comments and i guess i'll feel a little bit better hehe ^^;